Was the heats for the sport day today! I participated in the 100m race. Hehe... Came in second in my particular heats group. =( missed the first girl by less than one second i think. After that, cheered for Novia for her 800m, Lewis for his high jump [He got third!!!] and Xiao Di for his 1500m. We were all shouting down there when Xiao Di was running. Lol. When he finished and continued monkeying around like before the race, Hui Qing told me that as his Djj I have to get him a present for coming in second. So I was thinking what to get him. Then, Valerie and another girl walked into the stadium holding cans of drinks. The idea strucked me that he needed a drink then. She i rushed outside to the vending machine and got sparkling H2O for him. =))...

Had quite a great day...

Yep... Here again. I was really angry that day. Pardon me then. Haha...today Ah Yin jiejie came to play The Sims 2 and taught me Algebra!!! Awww... I love her!!!! =))... Well, it was getting too tough for me until today. I quarrel and argued with many people. Ahh, well...

Stella Song came to my house yesterday to do our art prep. work. She ended up drawing the panda into something silly. I drew a cat! Lolx... then we cooked instant noodles, fried eggs and she fried french fries. In the end we had to eat black fries all because of Stella's unskilled cooking. Then we used the computer. She finally went back at 9+++... Haha... Stella "an lian" Ben Yeo + Terence Ong =P... Not true la...lolx.

Everything quite went back to normal. And I had already learnt my First Recital Piece! =)) Hmm... quite tired now. No fair! The team's birthday is on Jer's birthday! =/... Hmm... that's the first day the X-Jump! team did the first performance. I hope I will survive tomorrow's Algebra test. =P

Why are all of you out to torture me?! All the freakin' papers! I'm sick and tired of all of them! CAN YOU JUST STOP ALL OF THAT FREAKING MATH PROBLEMS? CAN'T YOU SEE THAT I'M JUST TOO STUPID TO DO ALL OF THEM?!

Face it girl... There's no one to blame except yourself.
You are just some idiot without any brain.

Yep... Back here now after so long... =/ Hmm... Let's start with school. I swear that I'm not gonna survive this exam. I'm so dead about studies now. Not listening all day long. Dreaming and talking to Jia Ni, Weiling and Stel all day long. How will I ever survive?! Sigh... And that Mrs A****g. Nobody is listening and she just keeps blabbering non-stop. And Ms Y***s. I don't understand a single thing she's talking about. Gotta buck-up. If not I really will die in the "papers" battlefield... =/

Now to the team matters. Argh! I hate dance sport and Rock N' Roll! So damn freaky! And I still love X-Jump as much as I did. Even though we're some sort of "unorganized" now. And thanks for being SO free to go and read all our blog archives, Jeremy. Yes, I'm Sec 1 but I've really got lots of things to worry about. Ahh... Thanks for you concern anyway. Then kinda busy nowadays too... Less group meetings already. I missed all the fun of group meetings where we don't quarrel =/. Well, I've faith in the team. =)

Hmm... Hee... I love choir practices!!! They're so fun! My seniors are so nice to us. Got into soprano as expected. Hehe.

These few days have been smsing alot. Bill sure go busted. My Dad says that he's gonna get me my new phone. Heh... Hope so.Went for my piano lessons today. Wonder why I go so frustrated not like normal days when I culdn't play well. And I really banged on the piano. I was really angry when Sista Maris pointed out my mistake. That I wonder too. Normally, I would just be disappointed for awhile. But I was ANGRY. =/ Ah well, my sis is gonna kill me. But... hack care her la. I wanna look for blog skin. =P

Yawn... Late one today. Finally went for choir practice today. Felt quite happy about being able to sing quite a wide range of notes. I was told by Ian that I was going to be the soprano. Bleah. I didn't really want that. But well... Doesn't matter too much. The smile/actions of that somebody kept flashing in my mind. I was wondering why. Ahh... Nvm... That didn't matter too much either. And now I'm having some weird and funny kind of feeling towards some teammate. Well, I guess that would subside too.

School was ok today. Just thought that the boys in our class are crazy or not in the right mind. They kept saying that Yiyuan is very "shuai". KEPT SAYING. Hehe. Hope ms Shamila wouldn't come to school tomorrow. Which is quite impossible. Well, gotta revise my history anyway.

Anyway... Thanks, Ian!

=))... I saw the film about the tsunami just now. I realised. How I survived. How Singapore survived. And from what Mrs Nath said just now. I also found that my mood is what I can decide on sometimes. And. I decided to promise myself to feel happy whenever I can decide on my mood. I thought it would be better for me. To stop being who I used to be. To take things easily. Let things go as easily as I take them. I guess this would be a challenge. And I'm ready to take on it!

Congrats to SPS Rope Skipping Team '05! Woah! Champions for group and syncronize event. 1st runner-up for many other events. I'm so proud of you all! Greenwood took the overall champion this time. I hope that in no time it will be our turn! =) Get serious and start working now!

So tired now. Did mindmaps all throughout the afternoon for tomorrow's history test. There's still science test and listening comprehension[chinese] exam tomorrow. I will survive! Sigh. Sleepy now. =/ Decided to just read through the last chapter needed to study. And just read briefly on my science textbook.

I hate my science teacher! Now she pushes all the blame on the "missing worksheet" on Jia Ni! Freak sia! She tore my worksheet out and wrote Jia Ni's name on it then said I never hand up my practical book. Then now, Jia Ni and I found the worksheet in jia Ni's book then she blamed Jia Ni said I was absent then Jia Ni took my book and tore my worksheet out and wrote her own name when that TEACHER was the one who tore all those worksheets out and wrote our names on it. I've never seen such teacher who knows how to shirk responsibility so much. I simply can't stand it!

Yay! Friday no school! Jogathon Day! Going East Coast. Hmm, my first time there I guess =P.

Blessings to me for my tests and exam tomorrow.
Blessings to Hazel. Hope you live to your fullest and be happy always =). I'll always be behind you whatever you choose to do.

Hey~ After the busy weekends, after my "cross-country travelling"... Went for SPS practice on Saturday... Sigh... Like that how to win? Tuesday is competition then they're still so playful. Not serious. I hope they bring glory back to Sembawang. Good Luck. I guess I'll be going to Greenwood for the competition after school tomorrow.

Well, went to yamaha in Thompson Plaza got three books and together they cost $71 ++. One is a music "guide" book, another one is Disney Easy Piano and the last one is some children song book =P. I spent my whole afternoon there. I was like dead tired. But no. My passion for music never dies =P. I also said that I would get that grand piano on display one day. And my mom said that if I practise well and play for people in some restaurant then I'll get to play on it. Lolx. Also rearranged my room yesterday. Now it looks cleaner, more space to relax. But, I slept at 1 ++ am for that yesterday. It became a very comfortable place!! With my fan up and my CD player. I'm so happy! My Mom and Dad talked properly yesterday. For the first time after so long?

Anyway, the whole class seemed dead today. Well, at least I only heard that changwaikuong's voice in class once. I know I'm being mean, but I can't help it. He's noisy. I skipped calligraphy again. Hope no one finds out =P. Sigh. Things are so complicated now. I really hope something good happens all these are depressing all of us? I will continue to be strong. And I hope my teammates will too?

Blessings to SPS Rope Skipping Team 2005. Blessings to X-Jump! Team.

Argh! Freaky skin. Wasted lots of time on this. Sigh. Couldn't solve the problem. I'm now giving it up and going to sleep. I will not hav the time to check on it tomorrow I guess. So if you wanna read what I post, please click on this navigation immediately before you click on any others. If you wanna navigate around. Just refresh and pick a new button. =)...

Sigh... I guess this whole thing is turning into a complication again. I think "Lao Da" is angry with me or maybe frustrated with all the things happening. =(... Now have to go step by step. All because choir is on Friday. Argh. Maybe going to ask Mr Ramesh for permission to use the hall again? Sigh. Headache now.

So damn feeling good this afternoon. Shouted at that ACT SMART changwaikuong. TWICE. He's such a F-R-E-A-K! Wanna order me to do things? Not even my mother can do that. Save your saliva!

Hmm, quite a boring day... Our choir got silver. =/... They were disappointed I guess. But I'm sure they did their best. PHS Choir Rox! Hands were itchy like usual today. But didn't touch the keyboard. Controlled myself not to. If not can't stop. =P... bRo going for camp already. 3 days 2 nights. Woah... Anyway... feeling kinda tired these few days. Maybe is the signs of Dehydration 'cause I didn't have alot of water these few days. Well, just had my dinner. A bowl of oats + warm milk. Didn't bother me much. I want to find Mr Ramesh!!! I wanna use the hall to practice during recess!! =(... Lolx. Why can't I just "bump" into him again? I don't want to go and call him out from the staffroom just for this! Sigh... Still left with abit of work not done. Math... ALGEBRA!!! I hate it! Argh!

Well, not a real entry today. Just thought of this idea. So bear me for awhile.

To Special Teammates: No, it's not about succeeding or not. And no, it not about whether we can represent the country again. It's about the process. Suddenly had the urge to thank all of you for making me feel that my life is so XceptionaL. I never thought that any of these would happen to me. But I'm so glad that they all happened. I will cherish all the moments we spent together whether good or bad. They are all the important parts that made me, grew wiser and maybe more mature? I really feel the "TEAM feeling" when we're working together. I love the TEAM! Anyway, to the leading person: I don't think I care about whether we succeed or not. It's the process that matters the most. I hope you don't carry all the weight yourself and get stressed up. I think we're all in it and we have the responsibility to carry some too? I'm sure we'll all be behind you no matter what happens. You're a great leader =).

Bleah... Maybe this is lame. But it's from my heart ok =P.

Yay!!! Mom bought me a wall fan and a hi-fi set!!! Imagine all the days I lived without a fan. Lolx. Well, today was better at the studio. Other than Double Dutch, we did Masters' Freestyle and pair[Chinese Wheel]. Shouldn't go into details. =)

Wish the choir luck for the SYF tomorrow! PHS Choir Rox!

=)... Ah B jie, Happy 21st Birthday! A lady now! Hope you can live to your fullest everyday!

Great gathering. Back here now and going to run off from the computer any moment now. My Sis wants to play MS =/... Well, was trying to do my homework today. But unfortunately, I can't. Too many distractions. And I've been having the urge to fiddle with my keyboard today. But I feel bored when I didn't manage to play anything new. But I still liked fiddling with it =/. Yawn... I feel so kind today =X. Helped Shuai Ge printed some application form. Costed me 6 pieces of paper. Lolx. I asked him whether he wanted double pages and I said save the trees =P. He said if I save the trees, who will save my application forms? Lolx. Sigh. Tired now. I just have the urge to touch my keyboard again. So long~ =)

Went and did another quiz... =P

You are the Spirit of Peace. Purity is your gift,
it sends away anybody with bad intentions,
people just look at you and know that you are
special, you have a sort of angel-like aura
about you that says 'i'm pure'. People just
cannot stay away from you, they want to be like
you and have that same aura, so friends are
easy for you to make, and your gift tells you
whether they are good or not. A partner is just
the same, they have to be of a good heart.

Which stunning spirit of emotion are you? NEW AND IMPROVED! (amazingly beautiful anime pics!)

Argh! There's a fly on your nose! Lolx. April fool. Alone home now, just felt a kind of pain at my heart. It felt sour and pain. Really pain. I suddenly felt so cold. I hate to be alone at home. Sigh. Finally a week's over. Busy weekend. I cancelled my piano lessons for Saturday. The busy schdule is killing me. Maybe not going for training on Sunday. Well, not confirmed yet. Got an april fool joke from Kelvin. Didn't manage to get him back. =/... Felt so bad of telling them about not being able to make it to practice if it's held on Friday. SYF's gonna be over and there would be choir practice soon =/.

Well, good luck to the choir for the SYF on Monday.