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20050531

Hehe. So darn happy yesterday and today! OMG! Give thanks that Mr Ang was the in-charge of the Carnival Day!I'm so lucky afterall that he kept asking me to join volleyball!!! Hehe... now'll just see when the whole team can get down and demostrate to him the skills.

Went to school today to get report book. Mrs Nath crapped alot. And the "Questa never hand in cannot get report book" thingy is also fake. Bleah! Then after that went to Mr Lee's cafe. Saw Suwanie and who's the other one? LOL... whatever. Mr Lee wants to quit his job from the Sun Cafe and become "yue lao". LOL. Or cupid maybe. Can' stand him. So stayed there slacked and used the computer. Didn't realised that Suwanie was there until I checked. I thought she was a Malay. Lol. Kept pestering Mr Lee to boil water to refill my tea. Hee. Bought food from the stalls nearby too. Lewis suddenly went off man. I wonder what's with him. He'll always make us stay but he's like rushing home today. Heh. Talked with Mr Lee alot. Pestered him alot. Mr Lee, no, I'm not gonna let you come between AHERM and AHERM. Ok. When we talked to him, that was the point when I remembered something. And that sets me to think about the question again. Did I like him that time? Do I still like him if it's a yes? Bleah. Better not think about it. It's only making matters more complicated. I've enough things to worry already.

I don't think I'll make it happen even if I try. Especially when all these things are happening. It makes it totally IMPOSSIBLE.

20050528

Heh... OMG thst day I went to SSC for volunteer work, I saw an Edison look-alike from Bedok North Sec!!! He really looks like Edison man! LOL. Hee. I wan the Edison look-alike!

Today was a tiring but fun day. I took charge of the Skipping Team in SPS. It's so fun being the in-charge. Although I had to shout and run around. I felt so proud of myself when everything, well, almost everything went right. The first three performance took place at the learning circle, and the last one in the hall. The whole thing was fun right from the start when I went. At first, I thought I'll be able to help Wenxin and the PSG out 'cause I went half an hour earlier. But who knew that I was being told to start my "work" immediately when I reached. Ah, well. Of course, I quickly went to get the skippers ready for their performance. Well, two were in Malay dance and two superstars didn't come. That's the worst thing that happened I think. So we had to make do with some reserves. Although I wasn't very satisfied with the performance, but I guess it's ok anyway. Wenxin and I made three bookmarks. It was so cute, how the paper melted and shrank. Hee. Our first raindeer was sun burned due to the both of us using two different shades of brown to colour. It was real fun anyway. Hmm... Talked to Fadhil for quite awhile. Weiyang too. Lol. Pestered Mr Lee to buy PHS coupons. He bought finally after "hours" of wasting my saliva. Hehe. Didn't see Eugene and Joel. I think Eugene did not come. Wasn't able to meet Joel though. Well, the best part of the carnval was the part where Mr Han was being dunked into the water. There was a dunking machine which was one of the carnival games and Mr Han went up at the last part. he was being dunked twice, once by Nikil I think and another by Mr Hasman. LOL. I was so glad seeing him being dunked. =X. Anyway I talked alot with Wenxin. Nice.

Me and Asiah currently discussing about some performance thing for my school's carnval day. We discussed quite alot. I didn't wanna approach Lao Da 'cause I didn't want to trouble him since so many thing're happening there. Then Asiah asked about Jx. So I went and asked him IF we have a performance will he join us. Of course, I didn't get any definate answer. I dropped the question. Then just now, Jx invited me and Lao Da and he asked me to tell Lao Da about the performance thing. I was like... "Shoot! I haven't tell him yet! Why must he tell?!" then i told Jx I never told Jer. about any performance thing. Privately of course. Then he went back to the conversation with the two of us and said nothing again. And I think Jer. got angry with me or US for not telling him about any performance thing. Argh! So I had to explain everything ar. Glad that it became okae at last.

Thanks to:
>Weiyang & Mrs Seah for buying coupons from me.
>Mr Lee for enduring my pestering and getting the coupons from me.
>Ji Mei for being so respondsible and working so hard for the skipping team
[Really proud of you =D].
>Mrs Husainy for making me the in-charge =P.
>Fadhil for entertaining me for so long! LOL.
>Keng Guan for helping with the PA in urgency =D [Great thing you were there.]

Happy Birthday:
Mr Kang [A little late though]
Junxiang [Don't break your ropes anymore! =P]

20050523

Hey! Back here after like, one week? Hmm... went to Kbox on the previous Saurday. Quite fun I can say. Ok now to practice on Sunday. LOL. Enna said that Roger is having depression. Ok, I think he looks and seems abit weird nowadays. Maybe it's because not enough people is coming and he can't do the dance thing? I don't know.

AH! I wanna be fit! I wanna be stronger! I need exercise and training!!! =/ Shall start the exercising thing. Easy to start. Hard to continue and endure. Argh! I wanna be better than Jeremy!! =X. LOL. Quite impossible actually. But at least be abit worse than him? =/ Now I'm ALOT worse than him. Lol. Ok, I think I don't have things to blog about anymore. Oh yeah.

Stupid Questa thingy. I haven't done one and we're supposed to hand in all seven tomorrow. Nice. I think I'm just gonna do one =/. Just hope that Mrs Agyang get chicken pox. =X. I guess that all. AND I'm really damned desperate to sell off my school's carnival coupons. It's on 23 July. People, PLEASE I repeat, PLEASE get the tickets from me if you're free ok? =)

20050516

Hey~ Finally got time here I guess. Sigh... Days after my last entry we about to be great I guess. Sunday! My bad day =(. I was disfigured! That chenjunxiang was showing off his really great skills. I really meant great. And his rope broke again. When nna and I went out, we saw that he had problems fixing the rope, so we tried to help. Nna took the plier, gripped and pulled the toip of the rope while I stepped on the rope and tried to pull some metal stopper. I think Nna lost grip and that plier flew right to my face. OMG! My precious face!!! =( Now there's something like a red patch there. All because of that xiang xiao di[xiang lao shi, which I refuse to call]! And to recuperate my loss, he wants to some sort of "coach" me for free. The most is showing me skills and me, following him. Sigh. I hope I really learn. Haven't been training much.

Had a "fruitful" day today. Sigh. Troubles rolling in. I can't stand some people who can't take jokes. I know I can't take lots of jokes too. But simple ones? I admit I'm hot-tempered and I also admit that I'm comparing now. LOL. I can flare up at little things. But if she's really your good friend I think you've mistaken the meaning of a friend. No just a friend. A GOOD friend. I mean ain't there supposed to be jokes and all between friends, especially good friends? If there weren't jokes and all wouldn't life be abit too boring? Hehe... I know that sometimes I really flare up for nothing. But that's on days where I really didn't have the mood to joke. Hmm, that's not seldom. But I'm sure I can take a few simple jokes like what has happened. Bleah. I'm just being BHB. LOL. But actually it's not such a big problem I guess. But I hope of not getting enemies in the class. That's really bad. Like having enemies when it's not even half a year yet? But people should really know what kind of people they are mixing with before blending in with them. Well, I don't like to blend. I like to make many friends! I mean not that I'm very friendly to everyone. But you wouldn't see me stick to a group like superglue. I really meant ULTRAGLUE. Flexibility. I can be alone too. Lol. Used to it =D.

Choir practice today. Beautiful practice. I love choir practices. I'm sad. =( Ian didn't get the coupon from me today. That means I'll only start to sell during the June Holidays. Ah well... LOL. I was kidding. Lol. The pressure of being pressed with tickets. Hehe. Got two new scores today. Children songs. Nice. Got the choir rules and consent form for holidays practices and camp. So many practices and a two day camp. None of the days fall on my birthday. Nice one. Lol. Okae I'm done! Off to my racing game! =D

20050507

Hey... back here again after so long. Just didn't have the mood to blog until yesterday. But didn't have the energy to do it. So gonna do it today. Well, just had a quite a good night yesterday. Finally chatted quite alot with bRo again after so long... We played MSN games... Ahh well... What else did I do yesterday? Couldn't really remember. But finally went for piano lessons today.

Got a new piano book. Sigh... She's leaving soon!!! I'd miss having piano lessons! I'd MISS travelling "cross-country" too.. XD... Yawn...

Well, now I got a "human-diary". It remembered what I forgotten that happened yesterday. I was so upset about my Literature test. Argh! I flung it!. =/... Let's not talk about it and make me feel sad =(. Even my father saying that he decided to get me the phone I wanted didn't cheer me up anyhow =/.

Oh ya... When I came home yesterday night, I saw a lizard at the wooden door. I was so frightened and was wondering whether to open the door. Then when I opened the outside door which was the metal one, the lizard rushed to the part where is not opening, as if it wanted to rush in once I opened the door. But it squeezed through some hole and went into the house. Then I was in trouble of whether to go in. Argh! I went in after awhile and the lizard was gone. Don't know where it went.

Went for breakfast with siao char bo Jocelyn today. Hmm... talked for very long then walked around. I MISSED HER!!! =( Aiya... Don't know who went to move house lor =(... [Joy, you'd better read my blog XD]

Talked for quite a long time with my Aunt today. I realised that I've done lots of things wrongly. And I promise that I'll change. I know. I've always regretted what I know I did wrong but I've never tried to make it better. Ahh well... that's gonna change.