i'm doing this. for fun =)).

Rules of the Game: Post 5 random facts about urself and at the end list down 5 people who are next in line to do this. p.s: you gotta tell them you are tagging them and ask them to come to ur blog for details.

5 random facts: # i am a very fickle-minded person. and a very 'hypocritical' person. i can think this a second, and think that another second. i say things i can't do myself. # i am very very hot-tempered. i can flare for something small. depends on my mood. # i enjoy looking at people who are cute. esp. EDISON CHEN. # i luRve to pig out at home and fantasize about anything and everything under the sun. # i am CUTE! LOL. kidding. i luRve to talk on the phone with my best buds. can go on forever =)).

as i feel superbly nice, i won't saboh anyone la. LOL. but anyone can do it okae? if you're as bo liao as me =)).

wadever the truth is.

argh. damned piss off now!

seriously happy that it's done formatting now. but very mad because now my ipod has some error with the com and i'm gonna lose my data. argh.

baked cookies yesterday! haha. chocolate cookies. =)). and made a deal yesterday too. a chinese essay for three book reviews. at least it's english =/ LOL.

made pineapple tarts with carina and sis a few days ago.talked and talked and talked. and realised things. lots and lots of things. things like "once the chance is gone then it's gone lor". LOL. like erm, sometimes it's just the timing. like erm, if you're too late, then too bad lor. haha. i feel sarcastic =). but i think i'm quite sure of what i'm thinking now. [at least the pineapple tarts still turned out right. anyone wanna buy?.

hmm. school's reopening. i hope i do finish my work on SUNDAY. and joel, you DO owe me grass. LOL XD.

cherish =).

i'm back~ and i need tons of sugar.

i have sour arms, legs and back. LOL. feeling so damned tired la. ohh~ but i do luRve my ex-classmates. AND east coast!

so cycled there for like more than half a day. wx taught xy how to cycle and i TRIED to teach llp but apparently, it didn't work. so, too bad for him. XD. dao-ed wx and henry the whole day la. but they were enjoying the lovebirds' life anyway. so like, anyone of them do anything, the other will just follow suit. haha.

the best part of the whole day was being at the beach. there was really peace and i could finally think properly. but judging by my character, you should've guessed that i got nothing sorted out. i tried okae. but in the end just thought of some crap la. walked around the beautiful and fine sand for a million times, then finally lied down on the tidebreaker while rs and llp occupied the shore and wx and henry went for a bench not too nearby. haha. and i think i told xy a lot. much too much lor. haha.

finally went back by service number 55 again. so walked aorund J8 and then ate dinner at long john's.

really really had a great day. looking forward to meet them again.

you move too fast. i'm tired and i couldn't follow up. but you refused to turn back and see if i was still with you. sometimes pride does take over people's minds. i guess.

OMG!

can you believe it? i'm done with the three chinese essays, the miyazaki project [my part] and the chinese project [my part too]!!

so now, i'm left with, the four hundred-word essay on our way of communication, reading all the SIX chinese essays being posted onto wizlearn ONLY on christmas night and the daily reflections of the miyazaki trip [which i should've done long time ago]!

so, should i rejoice or what? LOL. but i really feel like finishing "the sisterhood of the travelling pants" first la. so, shall do that, maybe?

mommy bought me a 300-piece mickey puzzle yesterday! finished piecing it this morning, with the help of my dad. haha. already hung it up!

OH! and did i mention my new blogskin?! hee. i hope it's nice =)). i did it in the shortest possible time, with little html changes. =)).

is this counted as a mistake from the start?

i'm blogging early in the morning!

and i'm trying to tell myself that it's so NOT true.

which i think isn't working.

because i think i feel upset.

=/

how can i?

NOT ABOUT THIS!

i'd rather not knowing anything.

argh!

hah. nice one.

MERRY CHRISTMAS~

thanks to all who've tagged my blog. i'm lazy to reply, so might as well do it here =)). went to carina's yesterday!! ate steamboat, jap style and then desserts she made!! oooh. the white and delicious lemon creamed cake. LOL. then we opened our presents. she gave me two books. cool! haha. then watched a rented DVD. then went home. at about 1++ after going to mac's.

follow heart? do i even have one?

hai.

i'm feeling so so so so so confused, and crazy. i need some tranquillizer! argh! i don't know what i'm thinking about anymore. i mean like i thought about last time and then i thought about the present. it feels damn different la.

it's like last time i wouldn't even have a second thought about it. but now, i've been having numerous thoughts as well as contradicting myself. i've never did that before! i'm feeling CRAZY! maybe i'm gonna be right this time. hah. provided that i still got that stupid chance.

kae. had a great party today! OMG! they enjoyed the treasure hunt! they enjoyed something we create! OMG! but, please minus away the times they wanted to entertain themselves with smackdown rather than our truth or dare treasure hunt. got mac instead of pizza hut for lunch.

exchanged presents. felt damn uncomfortable. about some "i-don't-wanna-talk-about" things. lol. then i couldn't stand it anymore lor. so pulled rs out and talked lor. he didn't think that anything is THAT WRONG leh. lol then that llp come eavesdrop! henry too! LOL. so i said i was dating[not true]. hah. funny. so played daidee, cheat, blackjack and more!! haha. then after that henry and wx went home. played more daidee and went to sp for dinner with the remaining people.

ate a little something and then headed for the bench outside STOMP! so talked and talked and then accompanied rs to the mrt station. and as they were about to leave, i told them not to. haha. and said that i'll be scared to go home alone. which is so not true. so they agreed but i didn't really want them to really send me home la. so i say i was just kidding. really i was. but they came with me anyway. what nice friends. thanks lots!

thanks a lot! i really luRve you guys! i had a blast. and i hope we'll have more gatherings. =))

maybe. maybe, i'm just KIDDING?

i'm so so totally fed up with excuses.

so, i'm not important than some television show, some game, some GUY and some GIRL. FINE. then let it be okae. stupidly pissed off now because some people just don't know when to stop. and i've been very very silent about it. but. it doesn't mean that i UNDERSTAND. seriously i DON'T understand. i know it's childish BUT i choose not to understand. i am NOT understanding, NOT mature and NOT forgiving. i know.

so what if they fall out with whoever or whatever they've been obssesed with, they'll just come back, and expect everything from you. EVERYTHING. and... and... i can do absolutely, nothing to it.

oh, fcuk.

yay~ endurance chalet totally rocked!!!

i felt so bonded with most of the people who went to the chalet already! Jia Ni and CK luRve what i bought for them too! omg. it was great! the tonning, the wild wild wet, the scaring of jia jun and many other things. i just luRve the endurance people!

i've been "hu si luan xing"-ing again. thinking about things i shouldn't be thinking about. which shouldn't be very much elaborated. also, thinking about somethings which i feel unfair about and couldn't make it fair again by telling that person straight. how nice. just like what my cousin said the other time. but felt better after talking to rs. okae. it's kinda weird to start to talk to him again. but he used to be. USED TO BE my best friend okae. which was ages ago, like years? LOL.

went to my ah ma's today. then carina came over and we watched cinderella two which was so damn boring to her that it made her sleep. and then we played PS. bishi bashi, game of life and smackdown. OMG! i won her at royal rumble! haha. maybe that's how i got violent. doesn't matter anyway.

^JUST admit your lies.

omg. can i like just go and die?!

damn. i gave myself away without knowing. wx, your are also accountable for not telling me!!!! =/. feeling so sad and angry now. guess what? i saw the precious thots puzzle in beary. omg! omg! so i feel kind of remorseful now. lol.

and like can you believe it?! i shoplifted unknowingly. but i went back to pay. it's crazy. i just like walked around with my sis. then i picked out a pack of envolopes 'course i'm running out of them. and like my sis didn't wanna buy anything so we went beary and looked for ribbons. and i just left the shop without knowing. omg. until i saw the envolope still in hands when we're about to pay for the thing we bought in beary. omg. i felt like dying then. lol. like, "omg. i'm not type A girl anymore!" sorry, but i'm crazy. thinking of these things at that time.

bought a pair of slippers after that. CHEAP slippers okae. 5.90 bucks only. and now, i'm worrying that i would not be able to finish my homework. i even LOST my assignment paper. how nice.

flipped the old photo albums just now. saw photos when i was younger. and even older pictures, like my parents' wedding and their old photos. so, they looked loving. and god knows what happened to them. and i told my sis that we'll celebrate their anniversary next year for them. and i saw my younger pics. and i laughed till my stomach ached at one picture. one where my sis and wei da-kor was posing as some power ranger and i was supposely also one but i posed more like a chimpanzee =/. LOL. and many many cute children pics. gonna scan them soon =). hehe.

so i spent the whole day preparing christmas gifts. end of story.

gonna make it right. can i?

okae. went to ah yin jie jie's house again yesterday. baked some "i-wouldn't-wanna-eat-them" cookies. watched shrek two. didn't make me cry again.

what's wrong with all shopkeepers man. they just luRve to lie to me. =(. do i look like i'm easy to lie to? LOL. whatever. so, yesterday was quite a fruitful day because i learnt something new--that shopkeepers are not reliable. LOL. no, i just learnt that my parents are human too. -.-". but, it's good to understand that. =/ i don't know what i'm talking about anymore.

so yesterday, she told me, "sometimes, it's not the gift that matters, it's the person who gives it that does." so, i told her, "it's just incase that the person who gives it doesn't matter, at least the receiver will like the gift." lol. how nice.

OMG! jq finally smsed me! lol. i'm crazy. ignore me. but it was nice la.

stop giving me the wrong IDEAS if you don't actually mean it.

i'm so so, tired.

went out for the whole day today with wx. was out to get a particular precious thots' thing but couldn't find it. so met her under my void, went sp KFC for brunch. then headed to J8 bought things from the mini toons there! hee. then went around looking at the first precious thots. and as expected, they didn't have it. so, headed down to city hall, searched in the one in city link mall and shopped at raffles city shopping centre still, we couldn't find it. but spend hundreds and thousands of SECONDS "clock or clock"-ing there. LOL.

headed down to orchard and went all over the place looking for the puzzle. hah. but in the end ate gelato [lemon and choc mint] and left the place empty-handed. omg. i was so disappointed? lol. headed down to our last stop, causeway. of course, we couldn't find it there. but spent loads on shoelaces. how nice. haha. finally gave up and went to get what i wanted there, but didn't get one on precious thots. but tired. met shadiq at the mrt station.

and then headed back to orchard later with my cousin in search of a bag. hah. only left with the white one. if i had bought it then i'll have to die twice maybe. LOL. first, i got a new bag. second, it's white. i really doubt my mom wouldn't kill me if i got it. fortunately, they'll have stock tmr and wx's gonna get it for me since her tuition is at toa payoh. thanks lots!

trying to think of ways to save money for last minute presents. haha. i couldn't think of what to get for some people yet! and i'm like left with 10 bucks after buying that bag. and i will need the 10 bucks to get some school books. so bless me PLEASE. hehe.

I NEED MONEY!

i am a fool. maybe.

omg.

can i say that i'm happy? because i am. and i feel egoistic =/. but i'm happy anyway. it's so crazy. but i'm happy. really. maybe i WAS confused. but i'm still happy.

okae. training. it was omg. i was like went back to training as for normal. and when i reached there, i was told that, oh. team training is over. so everybody can come and skip. Nice one. and then i got you know so damn nervous that i was wondering how could i get so nervous. i mean wasn't that what i wanted? and why the hell was i so scared? i don't know actually. and i had the craziest thought just this morning. not gonna elaborate. so training was weird at first. but turned out to be nice in the end. so it's just the both of us. then he got me erm bubble tea because i told him to. LOL. fine. disappointing. he didn't know what i wanted to drink. i'm just kidding. and we waited for the bus and 38 came first. but he didn't board it because i pulled his shirt and didn't let him. i'm nice aren't i? =X and so, i boarded first.

how nice was he i to me?

that was the training story. and as i was feeling pretty nice i went to look for joel. and i can't believe i saw a frisbee comp. it was nice. really. just a little rough. and i had to say, poor shoes. "bro, you didn't really have to kill the shoes do you?" but serious. it was the first time i saw an "official" frisbee comp which was not very official. with flowery words flying everywhere. but it was still nice. but judging by the faces and all the flowery words, i decided not to go near him after the game. so i left la. [obviously -.-"]

and i went out with the gang as in erm, wx, rs and llp. we went to eat pizza hut. how nice to know that they think we'd embarrass ourselves. too much trust there. hah. i'm being sarcastic. but it's true. well, nothing much happened. just managed to talk a little and finally found the tatty keychains i was looking for. so after that, wx and i went to playground for aftermath. lol. saw fadhil. and he did something funny. like looking into his reflection in a signboard shorter than him, trying to tidy his hair? haha. but i did talk to him alittle before i got back. hope he's leg's okae.

so came back and there, erm. talked to junxiang for awhile about the NROC. lol. and he answered to my nick. like. it was funny, i think. i'm not being sarcastic here. REALLY. okae. then started talking to stel and jiajun for awhile. and then conf with wx, henry, rs and llp. i'm really really a phone person. and in that meantime, i was talking to junxiang on my home phone too. nice right? lol. okae. it was all great really. all the phone calls and stuffs.

oh. so i wasn't kidding when i said i wanted to watch a movie with him. but i do hope that he'd like what i got for him? and hopefully return me half of it. LOL. i'm kidding.

I'm back!!

It was a totally cool trip in Japan! But the thing is, due to my laziness, I'm so not going to type it out. I'm sorry. LOL. But I got a really cool host family. And I luRve them lots. They were really general and nice. Homestay was really the fun part of the whole trip la. But I got to go to the Ebino highlands on the second last day and I saw snow. REAL snow. It was so soft. So nice! Haha.

I got some stuff for some close friends but not quite a lot la. But no matter where I get it, it's still the thought that counts right? Haha.

I couldn't get hold of bRo since I came back. I need to talk to him!!! LOL. I didn't bring him snow like he wanted la. But I still did something nice for him. =p.

I miss my com, my friends, my fictions, my blog, my msn, my family, my cousins, my home, my bed and my room! And my sister was so ncie that she made a big big card for me! Shall get it in pix. But the thing is, my cam totally spoilt la. With some stupid zoom error. I'm sad. For my mom. She's going to India soon.

Sigh. Hope to dig time for projects. So long!

Haven't contacted him yet. Don't know if I should. Maybe he doesn't care. Hah.

OMG!

I just can't believe that I'm leaving for Japan tonight. Sighs. I haven't spoken to him for three [or was it four?] days. Sighs. I suddenly don't feel like going man. I wanna finish watching Gilmore Girls and Sweet Valley! I wanna sleep and pig out whole days at home! I wanna practise piano! I wanna finish reading all the Mr Midnight I borrowed from xd. I wanna go for skipping practices! I wanna type my fan fic! I wanna use the com! I wanna finish my chinese proj! I wanna start on my assignments!

And speaking of assignments, I so proud that my group has already get over and done with the Science proj!~ Oh man. It was so unforgettable! I can't believe my parents let me stay over at xd's the day before yesterday! Shimin, Stel, Li jia and Jia jun stayed over too. It was so fun!! After every one got bathed, we started on the proj la. 'Cause everyone told their parents that we're staying to finish the proj. Maybe except me? LOL. Whatever. Then we played cards till 5++ and slept till abt 7++ and I had to rush off. Sighs. Hope we can do it again! Lol. I was practising side split with shimin too. And I think she's crazy. LOL. I luRve you guys! Thanks for the great time =)).

Then there's was the Sing Out'06 concert yesterday. I luRved the effect our "Keepin' The Dream Alive" made. It was beautiful! Lol. The rehersals got me tired up la. But the whole thing was still great after all. =).

Okae. Back to leaving for Japan. Seriously I'm having mixed feelings. I feel excited, nervous, scared and reluctant. And alittle like, I don't wanna go feeling. But well, what to do? Lol. Just wish me luck la. Then after I come back, will need to rush assignments as well as chinese proj and the two "after-trip" proj. Wish me well =x.

I would be lying to say that I won't miss you. Or that I'd only think of you if I have the time. =D