most times, you feel the need of feeling needed.
but you often fail to realize that sometimes you cannot survive in solitude.

went out on an unexpectedly unfruitful study day.
obviously, because i went to study with edwardMAUNG.

and guess who i saw,

myidol: EUGENE!!!

lol. okae, back to the main point. i didn't even finish my lit essay la. like after so many million weeks. i'm damn dead. and like everyone around me is asking what's tested for this and that. it sure pressurizes me.. but the worst things is,
.
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i'm not starting to study at all. because i'm so damn restless. don't know why.

and then like he came to my house after we studied, attempting to study even more, however, sucumbing into the temptations of my computer. TO ED: see! who say can study at home de!?

;yet no matter how desiring and beautiful a rose maybe, it always has thorns,

carnival was nearly a total disaster lurh. and i hereby announce the most hateful conversation of the year:

"You'll only get back 10% of your profit,"
"HUH! i thought there's like a hundred bucks for eat stall?"
"change already,"
(sentences have been edited to avoid "name-dropping". lol)

was pissed, but what to do? ngszehoe gave the photobooth idea. and apparently like we had two printers, two notebooks, two booths and obviously, only TWO designers. okae la, i admit i didn't do much designing other than fitting the pictures into the templates he made and changing the brightness and contrast and what not. but it was killing my eyes la. and i didn't even have time to venture around the carnival =(. and in the end i even had to bring home some undone photos to do la. not because i was too slow or what okae, it's because nobody took photos at one point of time then near the end of the carnival, everyone came at the same time!

and guess what, we spent two hours plus trying to get the booth up (and the table fell on my hand =( but i don't know why it hurts and leaves no bruise). but only took like half an hour to get everything back to how it was. so sick right!

wahaha. but the night ended well, because as egoistic choir members, we as usual took many photos before we closed shop and then i got a ride home from my mom (thanks to the printer i carried to school in the aftnn)! lol.

coloured strips of construction paper for background -> which we didn't use at all.. -_-"

UVPHS rocks(: (though the carnival really sucked.)

stop sending wrong messages can!?

不能说的秘密
词/方文山 曲/周杰伦

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千
梦开始不甜
你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变你走过的世界
你用你的指尖
阻止我说再见
想象你在身边
在完全失去之前
你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋
这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现
这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

had a bittersweet kind of feeling when i listening to this song. really nice, should stay on my blog and listen. haha. (:

i just know.. i can't be like you,

yes, i finally decided to realize that if i don't start to blog again, i'll probably never blog again. but not exactly so. many times i had wanted to blog yet, i decided against it not sure why, perhaps didn't want to spread my emotions around. LOL. ya, but so many things had happened but everything thing's fine already.

favourite part of the post: some overdue pictures

my mom, working on my hair for the church wedding: masterpiece & master ^^.

what i bought for my sis. looks like me right! lol.

hello kitty cheesecake from china!

saw @ SPS maingate during carnival. LOL. so cool right! but i'm not gonna tell you what i saw on the other pieces of announcements =P.

lunch @ sakae 310707.

maung with our birthday present for him.

playing the monopoly. those two erupted into total craziness and messed up my room! i nearly became some hostage. LOL.

xy looks like a scholar la. but she's reading harry porter.. -_-"

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ED! (though it had way passed)

bad things did happened but yet, it was like a blessing in disguise. at least now, my relationship with my aunt and my cousin is improved. at least now, there isn't that much tension and awkwardness. and most importantly i felt the wonder of family i guess, though with much regrets and all.

this post is like supposed to be up earlier, like yesterday! but i was dragged to the family chalet earlier like just after i came back from homework session with jeanne, so ya, didn't have time to finish it. (:

oh, and ask wth happened to my blogskin. i was so pissed because the picture wouldn't show that i thought i would change it temporarily. LOL.