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20041030

After the skin I had made, help my sista made another skin today. The quite guilty 'cause I said "OMG" about 14 times today. I'm so-so-so dead. I promised to kick e habit of saying it!!! But still, I can't...hehe...Then went to the stupid school's out party. It was like we didn't even have a good look at e NEW PM...Then still quite ok. Never mind but that Mrs Seah made us go home at 7.00 p.m. when it's supposed to end at 9...Sigh...Then went to Mac after that. I ate a big big meal...quite fattening...So, maybe I'm not gonna eat tomorrow...Haha...Nothing much...Just that today the sexuality lesson was taught by Ms Heng. She's such a naggy person! During her lesson, I lied on the table and nearly slept. But quickly woke up when I knew I was really sleeping. Then Crystal moved to the seat beside me today. I felt so relieved that she wasn't into nagging and yaking today. Infact, after finish reading my book of Archie comics, I exchanged it with her books of horror stories. I read about a cockroach one. Yuks!!! It's like after reading, I felt oily and squishy-squashy too...

20041025

Hmm...I haven't been updating lately...Feel real tired...Went for bowling with Ms Chng[My former teacher] yesterday. And in the morn, I bought e cable rope for $30!!! Argh!! So "xin tong"...haha...Then went to BBQ on Saturday. Hmm speaking of that, I think I'm quite fortunate. Hehe... I think we cousins are all close together. I'm glad that we are like hmm...I don't know how to put it. But it's just nice having a "cousins' night" out. Finally!!! No more projects for me! So now I'm free!!! There's something I'm worrying about. That day I watched a advertisement talking about depression or something like that. I have all the symptoms so maybe I have it...Haha...I went to PHS and Ang Mo Kio Sec on Saturday too...PHS was such a great place!!! I like it so much! But my Mom doesn't like it just because it's a christian school. Isn't it unfair to me? Ah...whatever...Joel told me that Keng Guan said that I'm a flirt. WTF!!! It's like we don't even know each other well lor...Then what rights have he got to say that of me?! That's so unfair to me. And he even spread rumours about me and that garfield when I don't even know garfield well too...WTF lor.... Makes me feel like punching him...

20041020

Sigh...today was yet another B-O-R-I-N-G day. So, I decided to spread my wings in my fairytale land and produce another fan fiction. Quite sad that I deleted all my previous whether completed or not fics. Wenxin and Manda are coming over tomorrow and we're gonna practice for e stupid karaoke competition coming by. Sigh... Nothing much today just that gonna go to sch after tomorrow so feeling bad about it 'cause I have not finished the whole H.E. book like Mrs Seah told us to and I haven't finish the greeting card and drawing which Mdm Toh asked us to do. Whatever I'll just finish them tomorrow. Nothing much happened today just argued with Enna about what she said...Lolx... nothing big actually, it's even counted as funny. Had peanutbutter +bread for dinner today. Pathetic huh? Since I've nothing else more to "report" about, going off to finish my chapter... ; )

20041019

Hey~ =) I managed to rip e BoA CD...Hehe...Wasted lots of CDs though...Bro[Joel] told me that he had this magical dream yesterday. Haha...it's supposed to be a secret. But he still told me at the end...Hehe...anyway, to think that he still remembered that he owed me my BD prezzie...Hehe... He said that what he bought was not really nice and he wanted to buy something else...But I just wanna have the first one...[It's the first one that's precious...=)]Afterall it's the thought that counts right? Lolx...He kena English Deput [or something like that] Duty on Friday..Haha...It means we'll be sure to see him when visiting his school. I'm gettin' so-so-so B-O-R-E-D at home...I don't feel like doing any of the "STUPID" homework or projects. But I have nothing else to do!!! Sigh...stupid Couz lar...Send him e LF2 install thingy, he don't wanna accept it. Make me play LF2 all by myself...Then I was so bored until I created a new Neopets account. Nevermind about that but the activation code was taking like AGES to "stroll" to my E-mail account. I've waited like about more than 48 hours and it hasn't even arrived now...Stupid Neopets...Then this morning my Sis actually wanted to play PS with me. I started the thing then adjusted the "3-coloured-wire" like I always do. Then my Dad was like I don't know what got into him...And went and "TRIED" to help me...[Too many cooks spoil the brooth]...The thing was actually "usable" but he went crazy and don't know do what the hell to it and now even the TV has a problem...Argh...Not that I like to bring this up...But there's limit to my patients too right?! He's driving me crazy, it's like scolding us for the slightest thing that happens. Whatever, I couldn't care less. I DON'T GIVE A DAMN anyway...

20041018

Sigh...I talked to Enna about all the rumours...But she still persists on her opinion. Hmm...I don't need to think too much about it anyway, 'cause it's not important to me currently. Sigh...today finally came. The three of us [Nana, Joel and I] got back together. Although it was not like last time when we tell each other almost everything and squabble around, it was nice to chat altogether once again. It's only then I feel that all my troubles are lifted off my shoulders, I need not have to worry about them. I can just tell them anything. It's like, I've been really waiting for very long for this "thing" to happen again since that time... And...sigh...finished one of the proj Mdm Toh "PROVIDED" for us during the holidays did it with Jen for about 6 hours... Lolx...Then just now Joel's nick was like i think "......I've fallen again...only this time...there's no one to pick me up..."...I asked him what happened then he told me the reason...Hmm...it's some sort of about his results...Then I asked him what I could do to help him. And he told me this [I'm feeling depressed..so u can treat me 2 a movie...then we go swensons U pay...then take taxi to orchard U pay...walk arnd let e go shopping spree at the computer shops...U pay...then take taxi back U pay.. Then can already =D] ...Hehe...Then I was like...laughing like hell. Yeah...and I told him to dream on...=)...Then he asked Enna & I whether we wanna go Kayating... I don't even know what it is...Haha...So...it's just like that...Just hope that the three of us can chat like we used to... =)

Yo...Back here again with adventures from yesterday. I went out with Jocelyn yesterday. We went to Bishan first then all because of a S.H.E plastic bag that crazy girl went and buy a blouse from S & K...Sigh...rich sia...Then after that we just squabble and squabble lor... Then we went to Causeway we wanted to buy caps but the both of us we...erm...kinda broke...And I remembered that time Hazel, Xy they all bought caps from Sp, nice and quite cheap. So i told Joy..then after that we went back here to Sp but didn't find any nice ones...Then she followed me home to get $$ and we went back to Causeway again...Quite crazy huh? Then we bought the caps...And all be cause that crazy girl moved house, I had to go home alone...I dread that. So I called and pleded my Mom to come...Then I was wearing the cap and I waved to her when I saw her but she didn't see me [Or rather she don't recognize me]... Then...we went home...That's all...Lolx...I went to Roger's studio today. We practiced Double Dutch[Irish, Push-up, Spider, Crab] and so far I only mastered the push-up ones and half of the "Irishes"...Hmm...then Fiona met up with the Hazel from Greenwood. Sometimes fate is like that. Then Roger passed us the info on the KL thingy...And for the whle before Fion and I boarded the bus, I legs were "cramping"...Then she and another Hazel[From my school] laughed at me. Bad huh? I hate the bus trips from Yishun to Tampiness. So far away!!! The just chatted with Wei Yang...Lolx... I just knew his First name...lolx... Me this Mei very "失败[Shi bai]"...Hehe...But this guy is an abnormal one. He told me he doesn't have any interests. Is that possible? Anyway, he's very "lan" at staying up. It's only 12++ and he very tired liao...Lolx...Me going off too...

20041014

Hey...back here again...Wasn't one bit better today. Especially this morning. All because of the 6E...Spoil my mood. I don't feel like going to school tomorrow...I don't wanna see Mrs Seah's LJ face...Anyway, I did something bad today. I threw tantrums at Mrs Seah...Haha, served her right. Who asked her to nag at me?! Joel even said that I should scold her...Lolx...Bad ar...I'm so-so-so worn out today. That's why I don't feel like going to school. Then just found a way to d/l chinese MP3s...Hehe...The few of us stayed in class during recess today...We chatted and laughed like hell, but still, I wasn't in a good mood. Like "de zui" alot of people today. But who cares? I'm not even in the mood to care. Then the chers also give alot of project assignments. I think they really wanna drive us to our graves. They just can't let us even relax for a day. No wonder students nowadays wanna commit suicide. Just after a big exam and they already give us tons of projects to complete. And that also makes me hate school ALOT. By the way, I'm only gonna do all the projects or assignments that they give which I think is needed...Not gonna do all those bo liao ones...Wanna punish let them punish...What's the big deal? Anyway, children are borne to be abused by people older than them right?

20041013

*Grins*...Haha...EXAMS ARE OVER!!! The moment the cher collected my HMT paper 2...I was like at the verge of crying. It's like...not sad but too happy. Hehe...today till Friday we're having our inter-class...Hmm...Then I practised bball until abt 5++ then came home. Was so sweaty and smelly. This morning actually we were supposed to have a game of netball but the cher started late and then we didn't get to play. But instead, e Chi chers asked us to go to the hall. WTF!!! Then at that time I was like so-so-so angry. I looked out of the window for almost the 2 whole periods in the hall. Bad eh? Then Mrs Seah talked about Q50 of e Mathematics Paper. Then I was like lying to the table, thinking [OMG!!! Exams are over, can't she let us do something fun?] Then my whole group was like grumbling. Then on Monday, she wasn't in school, then I said that exams was just over and she's trying to "kai liu"...Haha... Then just now at the practice, we were like...Lewis was there then everytime some girl wanna shoot e hoop, he said, [In, I "tok"]...Lolx...I think u can figure out the meaning right? Then everytime we score we said ["Tok" la]...Hehe...Then there was once Valerie was going to try a 3-pointer, Lewis said that if it wasn't an air ball, he'll "tok"...then Val shot and I took over then I said [You "tok" huh]...then threw the ball and it hit e board...Then I was there laughing like crazy...It was so funny lor...Then Lewis said that again and Wenxin asked [You have so many things to "tok" meh?] Lolx....it was like that lor...Hey, Lewis, no offence...kay? =) Ok...maybe I'll update again later but now, it's The Sims time...Hehe...so...Ta-ta....

20041010

Hey~ back here again...Tomorrow I'm having my HMT paper. Hope everything goes well for me. Wenxin and gang coming to my house after school tomorrow. Argh!!! My house's in such a mess[Mom said, "Still dare to say !"]. Hehe...[Scratches head]...Sigh, who cares anyway? I'll just have to shred all e worksheets soon. Anyway, asked Joel yesterday whether he "approve" of me giving him different "patterns" of the bear 2-pc keychain each Xmas. And he showed me this --> =D...Lolx...yeah...and again, he corrected my spelling for "Xmas" [to Christmas of course, he loves to do that...-_-"] and i asked him whether I should follow alphabet by alphabet after him. He said that that would be nice. [A*bish !] Just feel like punching him =). I downloaded e don't know what "Bobble e Blue Owl" He too, he said that Bobble was retarded. So I guess he uninstalled. But sad for me, I did not uninstall it. Thank goodness that I can save and exit from it. If not I wouldn't know how much sooner I'll fall asleep. Hehe...Nothing much happened today, just that I did a great deed. It was to help in folding the clothes [Hey, it's e first time I done it all by myself, kay?]...Then Patsy dropped by and she played The Sims at my house. She's good at it though. Lastly for today, I really revised hard. So, just cross my fingers and wait for the papers to come...[Ta-ta]---------=)

20041009

Hehe... back here again with a new com...Hmm...This com is a real fast one...Sigh...Had 2 good chats with Enna these two days. And, during the days when I'm not updating, erm...I kinda learnt something. It's like hmm... trying not to regret on what I do 'cause it's my choice and regretting doesn't help, time can't turn back. Lastly, bear with the consequence. My last paper is on Monday. And after Monday, I'll be free from studies, only for the REST OF THIS YEAR -_-"...Then, here I am, playing e com all day long, not doing any revision or anything. Hope nothing happens to me. Lolx...By the way, the Science paper was a really tough one. I hope I still get an A or something. Yeah...although Mdm Toh said the harder the lower the middle score would be, I'm still kinda scared... But by all means, it's over so why bother about it? I've just changed e template just now, hope it's nice, though alittle childish. Might not be coming back here tomorrow 'cause I'll have to study and my Sis should be using to computer since I used it whole day today. Just pleaded Bro to send me a photo [Him wearing e white don't know what uniform =P]...But he sent me e black and white one :'(...Can't really see clearly...Big bully sia...never send me e coloured one. Nevermind. Maybe, just maybe, I'm gonna get the Sims 2. But, sigh...two more birthdays coming near but only minimal amount of $$ then still must plus Christmas...I don't know how I can survive...Lolx...

20041003

Hmm...Sigh...Here I am, my cousin's house, updating my blog... Lolx... There's a problem running in my head now. Should I go to SBW Secondary or what. If I'm going there, it's to prove that I can't go bad under anyone's influence. But is it worth to do that? Hmm... Anyway, Garfield is there too. If I'm ever gonna get enough marks for Anderson, of course I'll go there. But another thing to consider is Roger talked to me about joining the National Skipping Team. And, I kinda wanna go for it. So actually, I think SBW will be good for me as in I don't really have to catch up alot with the school work and will not have much stress. Yeah...and further more I can save some travel fees. Lolx, at least that was what my Mum said. Others can influence you but you can get yourself not to be influenced by all the nonsense. So what now? I'm not even studying for the exam. After I came back from school today, I slept then after that came for the slumber party here. Hmm, just try my best, since it was said that there is no use doing things at the thirteenth hour. So, that so much for today. Wait! I haven't talked about Mid-Autumn yet. Yeah... and even until now, I'm still wondering whether what Keng Guan said was true. Hmm, but thinking too much now is no use. So just hope that I can get true the exam. Will update again when I can...