Damnation! This was supposed to be my off-work day. Argh. I've been doing so much work since afternoon. And I feel so ever sick now. I feel stuffed up. Tied up. Headache. Kinda bad day today too. Kinda bad tempered today. Had some problems with communicating with bRo. Well, feeling kinda "hot" now. But nope, not having fever or something like I wished. Seriously, I dread going to school now. School = Facing those stupid moronic people + stress. And i dread Saturdays too the teacher is trying to kill with so many piano assignments and one one week. You see how I die? I feel so damn irritated abt the people who asked me why I didn't go to school. Obviusly I was sick right? If not what? I was trying to shirk the responsibility of taking care of the Thai girl? Please think before you try to irritate me. I don't care who reads this or what you think alright? Believe me OR not. It's THAT simple. I don't care if you'all hate me or not. At least I know someone out there would be behind me always. Someone.

Did a very nice thing yesterday. I wonder whether it was really a nice thing. Did Jer a favour. Well, I don't know. Ahh... Whatever.

I hope that we wouldn't fall out even before starting anything, kae? Our team is the only thing I care most now.

Took some quizzes linked from Nna's blog.

Your element is Shadow: Indifferent, unusual,
gentle and a complete mystery. No one tends to
know quite what to think of you because you
camouflage your emotions so incredibly well,
almost as well as your thoughts. You are
unpredictable in that no one knows exactly what
your going to do or what your capable of and
you've made sure they never will. You are quite
the wallflower but deep down inside is a kind
and very intelligent person. You are capable of
love but unless you let some light into your
shadowed life you'll have a hard time with your
relationships. People are a mystery only
because they all seem too superficial, you
would rather be somewhere else, away from all
the noise perhaps putting your feelings into a
form of art, maybe writing your feelings into a
poem or journal, or perhaps painting a picture.
The shadows make you feel comfortable and you
don't like to step outside your comfort zone or
let anyone else in, the spotlight terrifies
you. You are truly a mystery.

.:-What is your true element?-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-

~*~Beautiful Soul~*~You're the type of person who is loving, giving,
sweet, generous, genuine, and optimistic. You
see the beauty around you and you admire it for
its faults, as well as perfections. Most likely
a dreamer, you are highly respected and liked.
People like to be around you because you make
them happy. You have a wonderful personality
and you're beautiful inside and out! Please Rate or message me! Thank you for taking my
quiz! XoXo <3>
You're Beautiful...but why? ( PICS)

Your anime hair color is white.

What is your anime hair color?

you're a gaurdian angel. you fight and protect the
people you love and vaule.

what kind of angel are you?

You are a Belly Dancer. You are charming inside
out, your life follows an interesting rhythem,
beautiful and smooth, you know how to be the
center of attention when you want to, you love
your friends and you can trust them on your
life. Your ideal man is the one with a sweet
witty character who understands how much
freedom is important to you.

What kind of dancers are you? (Girls only)

I don't know what the freaking hell is happening. I can't stand my class. No, don't ask me to sit down then. Anyone who says that will receive a very nice present. YES IF THAT'S WHAT ALL OF YOU WANT THEN I'LL LET YOU GET IT. I QUIT. I DON'T WANT TO BE THE VCP ANYMORE ALRIGHT? JUST GET SOME OTHER FREAKY PERSON TO DO IT. AND IF YOU THINK IT'S THAT EASY, TRY IT AND I'LL LET YOU GET BACK WHAT YOU GAVE TO ME. OMG I APPRECIATE IT SO MUCH THAT I FEEL LIKE PUKING NOW. STOP SAYING THAT I DO EVERYTHING WRONG 'CAUSE I KNOW THAT. AND YOU'ALL ARE MAKING THINGS F**KIN' HARD FOR ME! IF YOU WANT TO BE NASTY, I'LL PLAY NASTY WITH YOU.

And yes. I had a great time watching Hitched. And yeah, I'm gonna quit as soon as the Thai students. I'll talk to "her" before they even leave. And whatever she says is not going to stop me. I hope I don't get stopped at least. And I guess that's all I don't wanna linger around here any longer.

Back again after so long. Feel lovesick this few days... =X... Lolx... Ain't gonna elaborate on it. Went for piano today. Played quite well but got lots of work to do for it. Yep. Watched the Son Of The Mask today. Before movie saw Ruisheng there... Ok la... At least he seemed better now. Lolx... After movie, walked aimlessly around. Then went to take neoprint and saw Joy there!!! Long time no see!!! I hugged her =P... then we took together. Lolx. Wonder what's happening on Sunday. Whatever the hell's gonna happen. Talked to Ian again about my "problem" he had the same experience and his story is quite like mine. He gives good advices anyway. God bless you again hope you get well from your injury fast.

Went to school yesterday morn. Intended to go early to meet they'all in the end all were late. When I got into the gates, I heard someone shout my name. I turned around but saw no one familiar then just got on lor[Cursing that person who shouted my name at the same time, also thinking whether the person wanted to let the whole station know my name.] Then I saw Keng Guan. Lol... So I thought it was him so I didn't care much. Met Licia up there. Went to sell pens. I sold about 9 but got much more donations than that. Nice day. Got my new EZ-link card too. Then when I got home and chatted with bRo, realised that he was the one who shouted my name in the morn. But I didn't see him... =( Lolx.. Still quite an ok day.

Should I tell him?

Hey~ Yesterday was a great day. Earned the first $10 in my life. Lolx. Shuai Ge's birthday yesterday[A late Happy Birthday! here] . Gave him his present [a "Shuai Ge" keychain, pink shirt and blue shirt]. The start of the day was. Well, quite frustrating. The portable radio can't be on-ed. And he had to spend so much buying 8 Size C batteries. =( If the radio didn't worked then, I would have threw it down form the top storey of the CC. =X... Shuai Ge is a nice coach. I did so many things wrong then I kept forgetting the choreography and yet he was patient. Things went well, performance went well, maybe he'll be able to coach soon. And the things is we spent only two days on it. At least we were more productive than being in a place especially with low cellings? Lolx... Then when I looked at the video of our performance, I felt proud of it. We surely look professional. Lolx... the part which was funny was when Shuai Ge's rope broke and he still continued to jump the peekaboo. Lolx... his rope was like flying two sides already. Although this whole thing was totally tiring but I thought that this was actually the only once where we jumped and really had fun.

Today is such a rushy day. Went for practice at Tampines. Tiring but still quite ok. We did turner's jump + switches. Coach didn't asked anything about the perfomance but I don't know whether he asked Fion anything after I left. Left in a hurry waited at the bus stop for long. Freakin' bus was slow and I finally alighted and rushed quickly to the MRT station. Got a seat and sat from Tampines to Boon Lay. I'm travelling like all around Singapore today. Was late by half and hour. Didn't play well, was quite disappointed in myself. First late, second didin't have enough practice. Well, maybe I did practice but not alot. Sigh. Still have loads of work to finish now. Hope I can sleep ealier today. Last day of school holiday. Why can't they give us another week? I need time man. Sigh... I will practice on my keyboard and I'll finish my work. I hope.

Dear Blog~ Today was a fun day at gathering. Lewis' birthday gathering. We played and chatted. Xavier was the saddist lolx... He kept trying to bring the mood down. Lol.. Not that he is evil or what. Just that... I don't know... Ahh nevermind. Nearly forgotten to return Lewis his wallet =/... By the way, I felt like a rubbish collector just now. Trying to keep the place clean. We ate chocolate cake and 2 boxes of pizza. Well, at first we thought that 12 slices of pizza weren't going to be enough, in the end, everyone was like trying to force the slice of pizza down, bloated with drinks. And it was also my first time not eating 2 slices of pizza in a go. My slippers broke today =(... All because Lucas threw the basketball and I wanted to catch it... But my one of my slippers broke. Well, I borrowed a pair from Licia. When I came back home, went out again after a shower. My dad and I went to Sp. We went to the library first then to NTUC. I borrow a couple of comic books. Then bought lots of things in NTUC.

This afternoon went to the NTUC at SBW MRT station and got my recipe book. Home econs is such a troublesome subject. Xy told me she saw bRo today!! Lolx... Too bad I didn't see him. She still said that he walked in front of his "gang" like he's the "head" =X... I can't believe this crazy gaming freak bought a game for $54.90 [$10 voucher] when he knows that his computer can't support it. Talk about game crazy!

Practised on my keyboard for quite a long time today. It is still fun to me. =P...

Wahh... So bored today. Homework and homework... I'm so surprised that I automatically did 25 questions of my math worksheet. Gonna finish the other three questions tomorrow or maybe even later. Left with Literature Proj. ,Chinese, History and Home econs. And still need to finish reading The Book Of Dead Days. Nna came to get her photos just now. She wondering whether to go to the lunch on Saturday. Feel abit odd there... AGE GAP!! Then if Nna's not going even worse. They all 17 and above liao then me and Nna only 15 and below... Lolx... But she go well with them... I feel odd. As for the "planning for future" thingy, nothing is confirmed. Don't even know what Roger will do next week. Hope for the best. Thurday organizing a birthday party. No, I'm not the organizer just the planner? Hope that vainpot likes the shirt. Although I didn't went and buy with them, still hope for the better. Just as everything goes well, I'm gonna get my bag. Just that I don't know when. Maybe, Maybe not. I think that's for all now, going before my sister kills me...

Had a bowling session with Nna, Sia, Fion, Kath and Jer at Chevrons just now. What can I say? My bowling sux... Bleahz... Nna & I were more interested with the photo hunt machine. LOL! And while we're playing there was a little boi who came to play with us or rather save us. When we're running out of time he always saved us. Lolx... And Jer was like keep saying something about my rolling of the bowl whenever my turn is over. I liked the point where I told him "Aiya... the bowl wanna go there, what can I do?"... Lolx... Then now we're down to serious matters... Planning for the future lol... Kae la... Blog again tomorrow...

Hmm... Results out... Not too great... Quite disappointing.

English: 66/100
HCL: 73/100
Literature: 65/100
History: 80/100
Art: 64/100
Mathematics: 80/100
Science: 52/100
Home Econs: 90/100 [^_^]

So upset with my art. I know I'm not good in art but I tried really hard. But it turned out like that. Oh, well. Just realised again that coach is quite selfish. I think everyone will leave the team sooner or later. 40th Anniversary Performance went smoothly. Got to know Ian more. I made make-up for myself. Just realised how fun making people up can be. Knew about what Fel did from Jia Jun... That didn't change anything. I didn't have any good impression on her in the first place anyway. bRo's having troubles coming on his way. You're strong. You can go on. I have faith in you, you can do it.

Hey!! These few days are quite ok... Like yesterday night, after the rehersal I was at the corridor with Crystal and Lewis and like lots of choir people walk bye and a few of them said bye to me... I suddenly felt so popular...LOL! I got to be better friends with a senior[our temporary conductor] Ian and Yi yuan sang "Qi Li Xiang"and "Qing Tian"... Ok la... although not very nice... Erm... still acceptable la... =P... Then during recess today he was holding the skipping rope and whipping it around lolx... Then he say he wanna grow taller. Lolx... he whip and swing it around like that how to get taller?

Today I returned Roger's call. I felt abit confused but I think I just do as he say. But looking at my seniors' blogs, I felt that there's really something wrong with his mind, not that he's out of his mind but he's a bit overboard I think. Well, I'm not sure.

Today I gave Jia Ni and Tian Wei their birthday gifts. Jia Ni loves the wallet so much! I'm so relieved. I thought she wouldn't like it. She changed her wallet!! Lolx... then for Tian Wei of course she's also delighted to have a bag over her "recycle bag" =P... Lolx...Tomorrow go school half day then come home and after that going back for performance. Sure come home at about 10 ++... Sigh... Friday is a school holiday!!!! LOL!!

Hey!! Felt quite happy today. Had my first piano lesson and it was quite fun. Mom bought a keyboard for me. I played with it for like one and a half hours. Drew a nice picture today, should scan it up if I ever have the time.

First skipping then piano. Then in the end I wouldn't have to study again. Lolx... Just kidding... Quite a lot of distractions but I hope I can cope well with it. And now I think my time is far more precious than it already was last time. Finished reading Garth Nix's Grim Tuesday today. Great book!

Lol... on Friday when we had the 40th Anniversary Prewiew while we were still at the performing arts room, Yi yuan[Senior] was like holding the door or something and I was walking out. Then at that point the girls had already put on their beige heels. So when I was like two three meters away from him, he said "Don't come near me!". Lolx... you know why? Then he said "Why did you grow so tall?" Then I was like... LOL!! Then we were like walking side by side at the corridor and he tip-toed beside me... Hehe...

Reyna's birthday is coming and there's a party... =( I can't go =/... Have to start with my holiday work... and I think I'll be busy.

Awww... not feeling too great... My friends are going against each other. Even in school. They don't speak of it. But I know. Hate to see all that happening. Sorry to the both of you whom messages I have deleted. Just don't want anything bad happening between my good bRo and nice senior? Seriously, I am not a nice person. But I just don't like people around me to quarrel with any other people.

School's starting to get fine... Kinda used to the business already. VCP -- is just a status... no one gives you the respect anyway. Not that I get the respect for "free"... I'm trying to gain it! But some fuckin' act boss people just think that they're the boss... Just think that they're cool when they're ***pukes*... Just hate those people. And I hate those people who think that something is funny when it's totally not funny and supposed to be serious. They're the most hateful people on earth other than those I mentioned on the other page.

Dear bloggie~ Quite "high" today... Argh! Still didn't managed to hear "Ge Qian" from Choon Keat...and Stel they all keep saying that they heard... Qi Si Wo Le!! Then these two days not much homework. Don't know why. Kinda lightened up when bRo finally find the time to chat with me. It's not like I MUST chat with him. It's just that I'll feel uncomfy if I don't chat with him... Lolx... Fine and boring day in school, just that wore the green alien gown for rehersal. Yucks! Then Jia Ni saw me and laughed!! I nearly strangled her!! Then in the seminar room Yiyuan said his first words, "Eh, Jia Ni looking for you!" and I took two "Huh?"s to finally understand what he was talking about. Perhaps the choir people should quieten down... =/... Haiz... Tiring... Looking forward to the holidays... Then also forgotten to mention that Shuai ge said that day that after practice go home no team spirit at all so before everybody go home must go hang out... Lolx... Quite true... so where should we go next time?? Lolx!!