`ravenous.

20071024

like a firecracker waiting to explode,
stuffs in the mind waiting to be spilt.
phone by the side ready to ring,
yet the words of thoughts wouldn't string out.
things that you can't tell even if you tried.

even though he said so, i'd choose to believe you.
whatever that is, it just adds to the plot in that fantasy.
because i know it will not happen.

20071021

IceJ* since 211006(:

slacked at yee's house. haha. unusual because the usual earliest wanted to come later. tsk.. the power of gaming. LOL. maybe we should be renamed the "rubik's cube gang" lol. it's like we were all figuring out the methods and thanks to our wonderful teacher, wx, i finished my cube! and she declared me (or rather i declared myself) the most outstanding/successful pupil. because i solved it first lol.


lp is apparently already too pro and did not want help from wx. lol.


wahahah! MAUNG the noob! =x


LOL, though maung started to learn the night before, xy completed before he did. lol. he was so damn pissed la. cheers to the evil twins! ^^


pizza for lunch (:


i refused to go out and watch dead silence with them.. so i planted myself on yee's piano.

wahh lau. i threatened to go home if they rent horror show lurh. but in the end they still rented. so saddist right. and so inconsiderate to the faint-hearted! =(. but actually, i didn't really watch la..used a cushion to shield me all the while. like so lucky that the "sound effects" of this show not very frightening la. but i thought the storyline was quite unexpected (i paid attention though i wasn't watching okae!) and was glad i didn't watch the scenes because i'm really gonna like get so paranoid la.

and wx rushed off before we remembered to take a group photo. so ya.. lol. thanks people, for making my day, though the horror show really wasn't appealing at all. LOVES <3!!!

221007
and yet and again..

elias! =)says:
blog abt me again(:
`GLAAA. - 只要看你一眼一瞬间... says:
lol.
`GLAAA. - 只要看你一眼一瞬间... says:
what do you want me to blog abt this time?
elias! =)says:
dnoo
elias! =)says:
up to you
elias! =)says:
you can praise me, insult me, wahahaha
elias! =)says:
anything
elias! =)says:
:D

so i have to say that mr chairman is very nice today, because he talked to me for a long long time. and sort of like talked about nonsense and like advised each other la. but he's still as BHB as ever. lol. and next time when i blog, i shouldn't tell him because he'll ask me to blog about him -_-". lol.

take the risk? or not?

20071020

met maung at dhouby ghaut aft my dental appointment. and now my teeth hurts like nobody's business.. it doesn't even hurt that much just now lurh! went around like spies looking for wx and her loveydovey (as we call him). we gave up when we couldn't find them at the arcade. lol. so had riceballs for bruch! cool right? it's nice!

dance was fun today, especially since we all had been itching so long to dance. this semester's choreography is nicer than the last! lol. reggae was also more fun this week than the last lesson. (:

so after dance ed and i went to orchard to meet wenxin and lp. guess what ed saw and i didn't notice?


it's a sculpture of jielun. TSK! so misleading! don't really look like him! ed said it was ugly. LOL. insulting!

wx was late. she was dating.. maybe forgive-able. lp?

like wth. we looked for him for like ages because he lost his way, then when we found each other, he ignored us and kept talking on the phone! talk about being pissed lurh. LOL. went ramenten for dinner ^^. yee was MIA-ing or err.. ps-ed us! lol.

and under the influence of our lagging hwachong boy, we all bought Rubik's Cubes and we even bought one for yee. lol. and it's like, he's damn rich lurh. bought new crumpler to greet us, then die die buy the magic cube also must buy original one. it costs 11 bucks lurh. haha. feeling sleepy now, looking at the "tutorial" website wx gave. don't really understand and wanna go to sleep but like, no one's back home yet.


CUBE! the keyboard looks similar to mine also! LOL.

tell me,

20071019

do visit, my sis's blog shop, nth much on now but still got interesting stuffs(:
simple banner done by me ^^.

had pop vocal singing module today.
very much to my disappointment, it wasn't good at all. TSK. like a total waste of time. seriously nothing fun. should've joined hiphop la.. but szehoe told me it ain't good either and i laughed at his defination to "not good". lol. shouldn't elaborate.

went to HIHS aft school. their school is like. so nice. at least, their toilets have toilet paper -_-". revised dance for "when i sing". kind of had a headache but because there was repetition of loads of actions, we managed to do it quickly and was on our way home very soon. strolled around in hougang mall and joined jiyeon and sisca for dinner.


king's throne at the foodcourt? LOL.

whole day was boring. did not even take time off thinking. about what? i'm not sure. just getting a little spaced out. but not to fret because i still know what i'm doing.

sleepy, but waiting for iceJ* conference abt tmr. can't believe sunday's the anniversary, a year since the clique name surfaced. (:

trance won't be long.
the truth will come clean soon.

20071017

he's not been home.
i haven't seen him for days.
yet why isn't there this feeling of missing something?
what kind of daughter am i?
i seriously have no idea..

elias! =) says:
so what you doing now..?
`GLAAA. - 只要看你一眼一瞬间... says:
`hmm
``GLAAA. - 只要看你一眼一瞬间... says:
`blogging?
`elias! =) says:
`ooo
`elias! =) says:
`hahahaha
`elias! =) says:
`talk abt me leh
``GLAAA. - 只要看你一眼一瞬间... says:
`talk abt u for what?
`elias! =) says:
`how im so trustworthy, how im so charming, yada yada
`elias! =) says:
`LOL

as requested by mrELIASARUN, i'm supposed to say that he's veryVERYvery charming, and SUPER trustworthy. ^^. i think i've never told a bigger lie in my life, =P. so ya, happy a not chairman, it's your honour to appear here! LOL. jk.

got back more papers today. quite an irony, because i got good grades for lit, but not so for english. like, who ever said that when your english is good, your lit will also be good (vice versa). lol. and ss was a total disaster. scored well for SEQ la and then. got a BIG FAT 6 for SBQ. like. wth. but kinda expected because i didn't do part a and b. just gonna pray that i do well for history. ^^.

sometimes it isn't about what you wish for,
but about things that are not given to you.
because you'll always treasure what isn't within reach more.

20071016

maybe it's really true,
because i found myself singing to you.

Arts' Fest 2007.

TSK!

not as disastrous as i thought would be.

got dragged for mac breakfast by shiewdee (which really means lil bro in our lingo. lol.) which in the end we had to takeaway and eat in school because he was late. so before recess, got back emath papers. 63%.. kind of expected the results? like.. not really good la. so.. quite sian lurh. haha. anyway, was too nervous for the performance to really be upset with myself. err. not like i would be, over some results.

returned to class after that. was actually talking to kj. lol. then wesley came and joined us as usual, forming our "gossip group". did not really say much then. some stuffs are not meant to be told ar. or the paper would be dissolved by the fire and you'll not even see the flames (analogy). lol.

waited for our turn to rehearse while at the hall. and we did not get a slot, so let nature take its course! lol. sang a few times at the backstage and i kept couldn't catch the harmony. was like, die le lurh! but not exactly nervous. nervous was on stage as in really trembling nervous. LOL. i bet my voice was shaky at the start lurh. but my hands were shaking throughout la. nearly went off. but overall, guess it's still good ba.

got back chem papers during class interaction. a big 89! quite happy ba.. but also disappointed la. cuz like i want a 90+ at least look nicer ma.. and then like got people get 98 de. so.. 89 should be no kick de ba.

i'm like falling in love with the ah*mei's duet! her voice is like power la. if only like have her voice lurh. lol. it rings in my head now! when i first heard it it made my hairstand!

inappropriate, i know.

20071015

好难受..
无奈,因为知道的比不知道的少..
无助,因为不知如何面对..
无知,没那种智慧懂得去解决..
怕会伤感,但真的就不该继续走下去吗?
你问我,但从没猜过自己。

20071013

trip out with evilsibs (:

met at khatib. thought i was really late. but who knew i was the earliest!? and then that MAUNG who lives in khatib is later than xy. so irritating right!

first stop was orchard, cuz ed wanted to go kino. i wanted to find me secret scores book too. but sigh. couldn't find. guess i still have to import. yep. was feeling kind of sian at that point of time, don't know why la. so jsut went ahead to bugis.

FIRST STOP: Haji Road.
wahh. kena scammed by ed that there would be good bargains there. then. 1st: he forgot that it was Hari Raya. Seriously, there were soooo little shops opened. so sick lurh. then it started to rain. start of a good day?

haha. so after that, we saw kampong glam. -_-". it felt like a heritage tour lurh. LOL. that's when all the pics come in. LOL. i was like damn suahku when we went into a shop which had those oldies collections. i was like OMG-ing all the way! it's really like so cool lurh. Then i told the sibs, next time we should go to the crocodile farm we went during pri school. LOL. i've always liked to do such stuffs la. like explore those places that people do not know, and i really wish to like explore the whole of singapore lurh. though up till now, i have not found people who would want to do that with me. LOL.


the DESERTED haji lane. (all thanks to ed!)


SIBS! ^^


graffiti on the lane!


the frightening shop which wasn't opened.. =(.


stairs with mirror!!! so coool!!!


DIY roadmap? + old burnt shop... which actually looks scary. cuz there're like chains at the entrance of the gates.. which makes it look sppoky.


part of heritage tour (LOL!): traditional games in the 60s.


<3 this pic!


i know i'm suahku la.. GRAMOPHONE!!!


old phones!


the oldest of them all!

lol. think i've seen much interesting stuffs today. haha. though never really took pictures of people. but yeah, really enjoyed. haven't went out for damn long since the exams la.

so.. xy ps-ed us for her friends! lol. jk. we went shopping lurh. i must really advertise maung la. LOL. BOYFRIEND FOR GRABS! (one that can stand long shopping hours and not get pekchek when you can't make decisions!) LOL. really glad to have him around la. as you know that if i want something i will need to get it before i find my peace. so ya.. LOL.

took real long to find the clothes i was looking for. wahaha. then in the midst of searching, we've found a hippy shop lurh! like so cool. lol, ya, almost everything is cool to me la.

spent a long day out to "heritage tour" + shopping lurh. i feel bad for being emo most of the day la, until i became high near the end. sorry, sibs! Thanks for making my day, (:


last dance lesson for the semester. (with four absentees!)


应该漠不关心,但...

20071009

exams are finally over. lol. no la, actually i already claimed my freedom before the amath paper. which was actually quite bad. but at least this time wasn't like mid year, where i was like panicking and all.

so, after the last paper on monday, went k with shiewdee, mommy and esaint. i don't know why, but 2-7 suddenly seemed like five long hours, instead of the usual duration whereby time passes damn quickly.

aiya, don't know la, not really interested to blog nowadays. and like, kind of anti-social. don't feel like going out, then don't know what to do also. think i'm getting end-of-year-aftermath..