hai.

i'm feeling so so so so so confused, and crazy. i need some tranquillizer! argh! i don't know what i'm thinking about anymore. i mean like i thought about last time and then i thought about the present. it feels damn different la.

it's like last time i wouldn't even have a second thought about it. but now, i've been having numerous thoughts as well as contradicting myself. i've never did that before! i'm feeling CRAZY! maybe i'm gonna be right this time. hah. provided that i still got that stupid chance.

kae. had a great party today! OMG! they enjoyed the treasure hunt! they enjoyed something we create! OMG! but, please minus away the times they wanted to entertain themselves with smackdown rather than our truth or dare treasure hunt. got mac instead of pizza hut for lunch.

exchanged presents. felt damn uncomfortable. about some "i-don't-wanna-talk-about" things. lol. then i couldn't stand it anymore lor. so pulled rs out and talked lor. he didn't think that anything is THAT WRONG leh. lol then that llp come eavesdrop! henry too! LOL. so i said i was dating[not true]. hah. funny. so played daidee, cheat, blackjack and more!! haha. then after that henry and wx went home. played more daidee and went to sp for dinner with the remaining people.

ate a little something and then headed for the bench outside STOMP! so talked and talked and then accompanied rs to the mrt station. and as they were about to leave, i told them not to. haha. and said that i'll be scared to go home alone. which is so not true. so they agreed but i didn't really want them to really send me home la. so i say i was just kidding. really i was. but they came with me anyway. what nice friends. thanks lots!

thanks a lot! i really luRve you guys! i had a blast. and i hope we'll have more gatherings. =))

maybe. maybe, i'm just KIDDING?