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happy birthday stel! (:

over and done with,

(:

faith showered into the sewage,
no longer painful, just unbelieving.
no longer pressed, just tearing.
throw it, just dispose of it,
it had been gone, and gone anyway.

there comes "everything that happens with a reason",
day after day, hoping the final purpose reached you.
time after time, bitten yet refusal of shyness.
why pursue when the distance satisfies,
why try closing the gap when normality bring happiness?

you never learn,
you always picture it to turn better each time.
yet you refuse to believe that it'll be worst.
you never learn, girl, you never learn,
that distance may just be the only medication,
the only smile and truth you can find now.

you can't taint the last bit of happiness i have. i won't let it happen. and i really wonder who had needed that hug. was it you? or was it really me?

feelings cannot be gripped onto regardless of control.
it goes wild when it has the chances to.

your words made me brave throughout the day, thankyou. (: