knowing may hurt. but not knowing is the true torment.

sigh. did i mention that history was disastrous? lol. at least science made up for it. and guess what!? i finished my chinese paper in an hour! record time! =DD. oh well. i don't know is it me or what. but.. i'm beginning to get distracted again =/. i really don't know what's wrong.

i really want to know what's the next step, where to go. i hate being lost. i just want to know something. anything at all..

ijustdon'tknowifyoufeelthesameanymore. i just don't know if i can look at you the same way anymore.

why had i been so naive? it's always HER you're about. not me. and why the hell do i care?