how can my stand be shaken just because i looked at you?

IT day was disgusting. because of boring DnT and english. oh, the english assignment was SUPER lame. but good thing was, i woke up at nine =DD. hahas. there're people even later than me anyway. was told that i need to go to school for chapel thing yin the afternoon =(. hahs.

realized that i've been blogging on a regular basis. i hope that no one is annoyed with all the crap on my blog yet. but they can't be, because this is MY blog. =DD. and anyone who doesn't like it can just spam me like i'll care or shut up and leave, prefering the latter. i have better things to attend to anyway =).

one phrase that surfaced my mind when i was crossing the trafficlight to school: never let what others say or think bother you because they DO NOT know you. maybe they do, but most of the time they pretend they do but actually they don't. i didn't know why i kept repeating it to myself mentally. i've definately not gone crazy yet but i think it's because i needed assurance. i need to be sure of myself perhaps when i see things or people i shouldn't or do not really wish to see. oh well.

how can i be a true friend, yet not be honest with you?
how can i be selfless and reveal everything about it,
yet selfish to ruin your mindset and let you be lonely?
how can i want the best for you, yet want you for myself?

hope tomorrow's rehearsal goes well and we do not have to stand in the terrible heat again. =).

learning to let go. because only the end of pain will be less painful than the process of it.

LIE #01 Nothing is impossible.