i feel so much like john. just that i am much much more fortunate. because i do have friends, i know. and i don't get abused, not physically. but i do get tormented in the mental mind. =x. heard the poem today. and i somehow could relate to some parts of it. oh well. have to keep a positive mind. did the word 'troubled' really scrawled itself on my face? if not then why's everyone asking today?

IT day tmr =)).

tell everyone you dropped me because i am not performing. tell, say i walked around and did not do my best, jumping in that whole 10-15 minutes choreography. the fact is, you ARE just trying to frame me of things i haven't done. you dropped me because i had an attitude towards you for being unfair to me. i had respected you long enough, hadn't i? i did not eat up the respect i had for you. you chose to kill it yourself. but whatever la. just smear my name with red blood in front of YOUR 'students' who are not your students because you teach them NOTHING but they learn by themselves. [oops. getting the hang of 'you don't know me'.] like i care right? because everybody knows what's really going on. AND you didn't drop me because i didn't perform but because of something else. =DD. enough said. why should i let you use me again?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANADEE [ji fan tan auntie]! hope i didn't get the date wrong. =x.

you've bit me twice but you're not going to do it the third time =)). it was sad, wasn't it?