i can't move on. not wtihout you. not now. not yet.

tired. totally worn out. strange thing is, i practically did nothing today. i thought i could study for a bit. but the group study session didn't went as fruitful as planned. was late and was so distracted. just wasn't in the mood to revise or do anything else other than be in some daze. my morning wasn't as nice either. didn't want to get out of bed and felt like sleeping on and on. =/. weird thing is i get tired very early nowadays and i sleep superly early too. but i just can't seem to have enough sleep. so.. kind of wasted a whole day out.

don't even think of talking about people when you don't know them. i despise people who make strong comments without knowing what's really going on. i despise one-sided viewing of everything. you can't say a thing! you are SO not sure. because you don't know that person AT ALL. so stop trying to sound like you're perfect. because you are not.

i miss my teammates. hope to have a sucessful meeting tomorrow. don't let THEM bring us down. it's not about fame but BONDS. i guess i'm too worked up. feeling disturbed by the phonecall.

tired of writing about lies. afterall, i don't want my life to be full of lies anyway. i wonder if i should just let everything go once and for all. =/. what is hope? have i been waiting for hope? okae. maybe 'hope' can be another lie. or rather it IS.