"if i was crazy, i must have been crazy about you."

i just had this thought of wanting to re-live life. but of course, i know that it's impossible. there are just too many regrets. just like not treating my parents or my grandparents well. or better. i don't understand. why must everything else happen before one starts to regret?

as long as i did my best. as long as i was sincere. as long as i meant good. i believe i would be understood one day. actually it goes to show that morning devotions don't work on everybody. because that day the pastor just urged us to let conflicts pass and.. whatever else. but i guess. just let nature take its course. no point being reluctant to let it go. because it'll only cause pain upon myself. so.. forgive and forget la.

the only thing left for me to do. is to cherish everyone else. =).

"Now in a world where
Innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground
When you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
When you're lost outside,
Look inside to your soul"

in this world of truth and lies, no one stands for you. that is, except, yourself. i guess.