as walls start crashing down,
fear is found.
no longer bounded,
yet increasingly bind,
to nightmares; possibilities.
the form is warm,
yet soul detached and arctic.
as in distant poles,
desperately in search of heat,
one loses his mind.
everything no longer matters,
no whys and wherefores.
even the disciplined does not hold.
even the horrific scars do not trigger resistance no more.