monopoly.

done and decided,
even monopoly has to end somehow.
there's no reason to give thought,
nor to offer sympathy.
one would only start to see his fingers sizzle,
played with fire.
shouldn't have thrown in bets
and raise the stakes.
shut out from the race,
that couldn't even have been one.
tired of the game;
i'll give up all my cash and property,
just let me quit.

realised that the only lesson i like now is like, english. glad that some things happened today and that i am brave enough to have rectified something i have done wrong, and thank god and friends that i am forgiven and it is resolved. and there're some other issues that will be resolved by will, holding out just takes too much courage and i know i'm not really up to it (now/yet). also, made a huge commitment. get EIGHT for L1R5 and jill will not go to australia! i guess i get motivation from there.

night.