i'm so glad that there's no chinese period tmr! but there are many other stuffs for me to worry about la. like having to practice quadruply hard on the gig pieces. zzz. i really feel so incapable la and i'm like wondering why i got pulled into the picture. i don't want to perform la =(. and i totally forgot to bring my carnival coupons today laaa! wth. had to absorb the 100 bucks leh! but the nice KUEK (must give credits) decided to buy 40 bucks worth of tix since he had not torn off from his booklet. woah. i'm saved. at least like 60 is better than 100.

i don't want to go to school anymore la. whatever happened to the i want to go to RJ is not motivating me anymore! but i guess now, the main point is i have to really sprint in the subjects that i CMI le la. like the hopeless amath. i think if i continue mobbing around like that i'm just gonna have to find hy to teach me (and he doesn't even take amath. what an irony.) grr. need to choreograph dance for Arise, Shine! and like the song is not even chosen yet. then need to choreo for the concert finale also. =( please let me survive unharmed! lol.

I'm just human,
and i know so much more is expected of me.
all the help ungiven,
torn between the truth and mistakes.
right the wrongs;
wrong the rights,
does it even matter at all?
don't stare with those guilt-ridden, mortified orbs.
I've never meant to recall anything.
it wasn't the brightest day either,
it's all the matter of perceptions,
and mine was set on taking apart.
pain is nothing,
nothing at all.
please hold on for it'll be gone before you realise.