history today was disastrous and i guess i can just die horridly. maybe i'll just take lit =x.

woots. i love MID-AUTUMN. without the haze of course. had gathering with pri school friends. wasn't very interactive but still enjoyed their company. we ended up playing ball at the hardcourt. wasn't really in the mood because something was on my mind. it has always bothered me but i guess i was running away from it too much that i had forgotten that it actually existed. the gathering turned out alright unexpectedly. with the last group of us hanging out at mac. i miss them so much, and i miss pri school life too.

i know that it is hardly possible for us to return to what we had been. i don't blame you. nor is there anything to blame about. looking back at the old times, squabbling, sharing secrets and all. i can't imagine how it would be like if you hadn't appeared yet i didn't know how we got so close. all i could remember was how it turned cold. you have been there for me at times, also letting me be there for you. i don't think i need to know the reason anymore. for i'm glad that at least we're on talking terms again. i do seek for more, but i guess i should be contented. afterall, no one can get everything their way. and truly, there's not another friend like you. it was just an incident that went wrong. but i don't regret, 'cause now i know how important you are to me, my bestfriend used-to-be.

but a lesson learnt through the pass few days, esp. today, is that many times, things will not go the way you want. but still, some things are better left as fantasies. nobody can get anything and everything they want. nobody can lead a perfect life without a flaw. neither can i.

your face.