i hate people who are insensative, immature and inconsiderate. what is their problem? why must they make use of what other people are willing to give to create pleasure in an UNSUAL and DISGUSTING way. please la. like how old are you already? even if you're still young, you should have sensativity and consideration. doing such things only reflect that either you're not well-brought up or just simply that you don't have a fr-aking brain to think for yourself. IRRITATING IMMATURE FREAKS.

sometimes things may not head where we wish and people may not do what we want them to. and the quite only way i've found to move on is to start being oblivious to my surroundings. which is actually quite bad, but still good and useful at times. err. and i admit that i'm starting to be quite oblivious to some things around me. if i hear something i don't want to, i'll just have to pretend that i didn't hear it. and if it hurts. there will only be pain inside of me. it's the only way to not let someone else control your emotions, not let them gain confidence that they're in control of you -- not show that you're weak.

had the choir farewell 06 yesterday. quite enjoyed myself even though was quite guilty that we didn't make a more presentable item for the seniors. i hoped that they really enjoyed themselves through the other elements. but if anyone apart from the graduating people are grumbling about the choir's 'unprepared-ness' or some sort, they only have themselves to blame. i'm glad that people still came on thursday even though it was totally a waste of time and so last minute. for people who haven't even crossed the thought of coming.. i've got nothing to say.

reached late. went to help dearie and sweetie to prepare the voting slips, and later, to barbeque and clear up. i think it's been so long since i stood and not rested for so many hours. but it was fun and i had a sense of accomplishment when we finished bbq-ing all the food except for the chicken wings. i did all the nuggets! =DD. only ate two nuggets and a marshmallow. see the food until no appetite =x. lol. and i'm glad to have spent time with precious, dearie and sweetie. lol. it was so funny when they all 'sajiao-ed' together to make me answer some questions. ended by taking group pictures. had fun, really.

went for training in the morning. planned the starting, rehearsed everything again. and went to try all the gym equipments! LOL. so funny. esp the one which is meant for strengthening abdominal muscles. left soon and coincidently met dearie and precious and found out that sweetie was somewhere in the building too, with ahermm. lol. went to have lunch at the food court after i met him. went to the library afterwhich. had a drink at coffeebean because i wanted to. sigh. this person. don't know how to take care of himself. =(. tired still want to watch dance. but in the end, he accompanied me at the staircase outside my door to study. didn't let me at first, but i have my ways =P. he is less distracting being beside me. i must be the most boring person he have ever went out with. and now, i must really be studying. =). tata.

thanks for understanding that i need time.