hmm. just about EIGHT hours more <33s. you mean so much to me.

yesterday was quite a blast. went for training which wasn't really necessary since we're doing quite the same thing. err. wasted some time there. i didn't do 'intensive power moves' training because i don't want to ache when i watch the recital later on. LOL. ran through the thing anyway. hmm. just can't help to NOT be creative for the moment =).

met him after that. hmm. went for lunch at MOS and then he taught me math. okae. i don't know why. but my math suddenly sucks. i think it's probably because i'm starting to get rusty on the chapters i learnt last semester. LOL. then went walking around. he seemed really tired. esp. with the guitar weighing him down. i wished i could help him, but i couldn't la. even if i could, he wouldn't have let me =/. finally saw mint ice cream =)). shared. j8 so big la. but still cannot find suitable wrapping paper. bleah. i think we walked round for at least 6 times la =x. don't know what to do. oh ya. went to the library. sooo lazy =x. okae nvm.

met my mommy and gang at MOS at about 6++. meet so early also dunno what to do, so slacked around in j8 again. lol. LOVE THEM TO BITS =). reached newton place, some arthouse early. slacked until we could go in. sigh. got the seats which couldn't get to see his fingers la! omg. my main intention other than hearing him play was to see his fingerssss!! so pissed. but in the end. i enjoyed the music. =)). piano recital is magical. see the pianist playing with the feelings there, perspiring and all. most importantly, feel his music! omg. i think i want to go to another piano recital. seriously, it can express things which neither words nor actions can show. after two hours of being inclined artistically, we went home by train.

i'm still wondering about the question i've pondered over for long. so is life fair? hmm. not very long ago, i pulled through quite a big incident. or rather two nasty incidents. i felt that life was fair at that time i think. i have a great sibling, people have warmer ties with their parents. how is that unfair? i have great friends, everything i need and almost all that i want. so how is that unfair? lol. but still. aiya. it's a complicated question to think about =x.

i was glad that you took it back. i'm still glad. =). i wouldn't have believed you even if you hadn't anyway. it shows that it is not easily taken by you and that it is worth the wait. i'll probably take another hundred years to say it. =x. but something i'm quite sure of is that i likeyou, truly, wholehearted-ly. <3