i thought you would understand but you didn't. i thought i could be proud of you. but i don't know how. i thought you would let me live my life, make my choices, learn through experiences. but how wrong i was. you've upset me, wasted my tears and cracked my thoughts. what an unexpected reation you gave me, one which stunned me. startled me too much that i couldn't even speak. i didn't even know what more i could say.

shimin and stel came to my house again. but today, sm and i cannot study and miraculously, stel studied. but she's still at chapter NINE now anyway =/. and apparently i'm afraid that my mind will go blank tomorrow. because i think i'm starting to forget the facts. should i mug later? =x. anyway the stupid haze is getting on my nerves as well as my respirtory system =x. LOL. so irritating. and this is going to be just a short post. =)).

tata. <3