tired weekend. grumbles and more grumbles. i don't care about unfair treatments nor do i care if i get to do the show. i'm just so pissed off with the so-called COACH and the WIFE. what's wrong with the mouth if it stops picking on people? and do i have 'call-me-and-irritate-me' written on my face? did i mention that while fion and i were carrying that big heavy box, YOU and YOUR HUSBAND were free-hand, walking so quickly? well, i'm not going to be your 'only-listen-to-instructions-and-not-use-brain' "STUDENT" again. i don't think it benefits me anyway. athlete? showmenship? hah. use brains. one bunch of kids screaming like there's no tomorrow is showmenship? i have an attitude. so what!?

jer was right la. lesser chance of embarrassing myself. oh well. anyway i'm gonna be free soon! it's not about representing the country nor is it about being the best skipper. it's about working with the people you like and have fun skipping with them. X-Jump! -ers ROX. hope that we can get together real soon. jer still owe us lunch =DD. =x.

sigh. haven't prepared for project work presentation LATER. wonder how we'd die. not like i care LOADS but still.. hehe.

love? how so?