happy actual birthday to kelvin. LOL.

woot. party @ liang's house was, fun-er than expected =DD. i'm so HIGH now that i don't think i can sleep. hahas. it's so fun! went to meet the girls late because of liang's card. LOL. but then spent quite a while in causeway deciding what to get for kelvin. in the end bought a doremon. BIG one. hahas. now four people owe me money!! =D. okae. then set off to liang's house after i wrote the card in MOS. WE ALL HATE LEEKAHLIANG!! ahh!! the condo he lives in is so wonderful la. didn't realized that there were so many great and quiet spots until today! =/ being rich does have an advantage. =x. hahas. so we went up to the so-called 'balcony'. OMG. it's was so breezy. and so nice! lol. so clara thought that we should jio liang to bring us to his house and do hw every tuesday and thursday. LOL. i don't even know why i'm so keen to complete my work nowadays. =x.

starting was kind of quiet, the four of us gossiping there =x. then we started mixing around la. and liang opened his present. LOL. kinda fed up because there were too many layers of newspaper and we told him that he can't just tear open everything. =p. lol. i hope he liked the present and the card [I MADE IT!]. then they started planning how to push him into the water. LOL. and at the end even shimin was being pushed into the water. lol. luckily i got three phones with me. hahas. in the end most of the guys were wet AGAIN. hahas. really had fun. especially the cake fight. LOL. i asked liang if he wanted to eat the cake in a special way. LOL. then he said yes lor. then he made me agree after that. bleah. but in the end everyone was smearing cream on everybody else's faces. haha. eee. jiacai make until my hair la. bleah. hahas. in the end everyone slacked at by the pond. and squabble even more. then i found my voodoo missing =((. sorry, fel! i can't find it after looking around. sigh. then it's like we're all waiting for liang la. but he didn't come down lor. haha. then we left.

had a nightmare yesterday. anybody who heard what i had saw in my dream might laugh and call me crazy to be afraid of it. but i am. it really frightened me. it kind of frights me to think about it. even until now. =/

it was hard to pull through. i needed you to be there. but i have to except the truth. i knew i didn't need you THAT much. and i know i'm a bad liar.