is is me or are you treating me differently?

friends. just came to realize that most doesn't last. thought that there WOULD BE exceptions. but they are the same. all the same. it was weird how my seven-year friend skipped my birthday celeb. i can't deny that i was disappointed. i was. you know if he disliked my PH friends or in fact OUR PH friends then he could have just told me. instead of like, giving some stupid excuse for not coming. you could have came if you REALLY WANTED TO. maybe he just got influenced by another so-called friend. i really don't know. but i did not expect him to actually be missing that day. saddening, isn't it?

and again i just realized. a friend to to talk to isn't easy to find too. oh whatever. have to live with it anyway =/. heh. went to teckghee pri to watch them practice with jx and alex. alamak. alex talks like an old man. hees. okae la. but he tells us err. wad do you call that? err. okae. whatever. something like he sees things differently. hahs. then went for lunch together la and talked. hmm seems like it's hard to resolve conflicts =/.

then mugged at mac alone the whole aft. and finished my hw!! =DD. yay!! now left the sc proj i'm STILL doing and the chinese reading report. ahh! so happy =D. school's in THREE minutes and TWO days!! excited!! =D.

so why do you have to tell me that in the first place if you want to change your mind so quickly?