might have just seemed to be a short story in your life.
yet even if it happened so long,
it's still fresh, and flashing.
opening and re-reading that first letter,
the one that was forgotten and gone long,
and suddenly all seemed clear.
you have believed
and deceit is not enough to gulp that.
it brought smile even through bitterness.
you have believed, and i believed you.
i guess that was enough for us.
thank you, i will live on well.

just being kind of moody.
supposed to be doing some homework before jill comes!
but apparently, i'm not really in the mood la.
just wanna fiddle fiddle(wesley's language) with my music loves.
well, day was weird, clique is as well as what i said (cannot put it here for kuek will reprimand me)
kind of depressing, but it'll just take time to resolve i guess.
just suddenly dug up some letters, since i'm in my room.
didn't even expect to turn like, emo after that.
well, it's okae, i'm emohu afterall, it's alright to be emo.
yes, i've trudged through THREE big fat tests today.
so sickening.
having many weird thoughts in my head.
crazy.

forgiven,
unfathomed,
not as simple as seemed.
like the tip of an iceberg,
hurt missed.
behind screens, the depth gibed,
grinding salt with blood and flesh;
sight that shrieks.
smiled nevertheless,
joy beaming swellingly,
while pieces of the core sinking,
deeper than the Earth's.