i believe i can just jump down the building and die or something. because my post is gone. hate to type again. but well..

ilu. happy first month.

went to the amore place or something. and soo unfortunately, today, the instructor was a extraactive trainer and he kept turning in circles and have fanciful steps, even for the begginers' class! so my sissy and i had a hard time trying to follow. and since she wasn't in the mood, i wasn't really too. and also, that it was hard to concentrate for me because something else is really on my mind and my contacts kept getting blurry for god knows why. oh and also, a lady suddenly came in and put her stepboard in front of mine. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO SEE THE TRAINER!? i was quite pissed because i already wasn't in a good mood and was cursing at all the kanjiong ppl who can't wait to get on the trains and have to squeeze and ppl with no eyes who kept banging into me. but it was okae after awhile because even if i did see the trainer, i wouldn't have followed up anyway..

i think i like the gym. even though i think i tried to torture myself today. =x. i didn't la. just worked-out alot i think. [i want to be able to make it for my push-up jumps on saturday's training!] wasn't really paying any attention to how long i do one machine too. LOL. won't overwork i guess. =x.

went to vivocity in the morning. i guess the place's quite big. but not many shops were opened yet. i like the 'habour', just outside the shopping centre. anyway watched world trade centre at GVmax. i like the theater. more legspace for LONG-LEGGED ppl like me =x. and the price of the tix are normal. quite a nice movie. didn't cry much. but.. it really teaches a lesson. 'never take anything for granted'. it's like you never know when something will happen to you. so it's good to let the ppl you love know that you love them ocassionally? anyway it's really quite touching how they kept each other alive while being buried in the rubble and how ppl who don't know each other to help each other without an ulterior motive. i think it's hard to find in the world now.. does it even exist anymore?

if you and i don't give a damn about it, who will? it wasn't how i expected it to be. forget it. if i just let these thoughts cloud my head anymore, i might just go mad. unforgettable huh? pretty pathetic. and i think i've made the worst out of it. sometimes i wonder why i try so hard.