i think i have a problem.

seriously i do.

i am so worried over nothing everytime. and i'm so sick of it. it's something i can't describe. something that just bugs me. i'm sick of trapping myself in a little box. but why is it coming to me again?

i had dropped everything that bothers me. i hadn't cared much about anything that stresses my up anymore. so why again? singing, listening to songs, fantaszing and gaming doesn't work anymore. what's wrong with me?

why can't i just sleep till i die? sigh. saddening. sure, i have people to talk to. but who would really understand me? and who would i even feel comfortable in talking to? but then again. it's still my fault for not being able to socialize.

i know you'd be there for me. i just know. and i hope so.