sigh.

what's wrong with me man. i suddenly realised. that i still cared. i mean why would i when someone be so nasty to me? what would i even want to give a damn when he doesn't even think about my feelings when he said all those?

and like, not having him around anymore feels kinda weird. not as fun as it would have been. not as entertaining. i seriously don't know where my thoughts are heading. i want to help him. i wanna talk. but he wouldn't let me. so much for being a best friend?

something even more ridiculous was, i was thinking what might have happened if i replied with another answer what would follow after it? what would have happened instead of this whole swearing and quarreling thing?

i just hope that i would be granted my wish to talk to a friend i all so treasure. well, used to.

messed up.