you'll never imagine what i have to say.

I LURVE SCHOOL!

that is apart from some people and the lessons ar. but seriously. i found it erm. part of my life which it's supposed to be since i'm a student of some sort? hah.

i think i'm having super many problems. one, i luRve skipping. you can never imagine how much i like to jump. but it has turned out that... i'm not sure... i think i am sucked for my interest. i think i'm losing it. and instead i'm caught fantasizing in my own world, reading and trying to brainstorm of fictions. i think it's disturbing. skipping is where i started. and it'll be where i end. but it's still weird. all the time waiting to finally be able to jump with the X-Jumpers. =/...

two, i am so-so-so dead. i'm like slacking my head off everyday. there are thing i need to do and i know. but i just can't be bothered. i just wait till i really NEED to do it or even let it pass. i'm worried. i can't stop slacking and yet, i'm worried about how my results will turn out. that's bad.

threee. having some stupid friendship problems. SUPER fed up. like i said in the past posts [and like stel commented]. i don't even what i did to even get this kind of treatment. so... wtf. hah. and i can't seem to talk to my friends properly anymore. it's just as if i only have myself. myself to count on and to stand on. like there's no one else. but... guess it's a habit... well...

so the conclusion? i'm just some worrywart who worries over something that i can NOT worry about. and i'm just a typical problematic girl =).

yada yada yada...