okae, i'm back from the blank.
yes, i've outlived my shortlived anger and survived.

feeling so much better today, thanks to xyee & my cousins yesterday, and kj & elias today (though i wonder what's with them trying to matchmake me with the ppl in my class -_-"). though still having many unfinished business everywhere, i guess i shouldn't torture myself in trying to make evey single thing right. afterall, what's right and what's wrong? lol.

and i very much realize that, one really have to watch what he or she says. even if it was out of good intentions, just some "speak-and-forget" stuffs and random comments. because you may not think about it or even remember it after saying it. but it doesn't mean that the person who had heard it will not remember it, take more meaning than you mean in it, will not be hurt by it. the thing is, no harm being more careful i guess.

my O's chinese oral's tomorrow. i hope i don't die, yet. err, i won't if they don't test about anything SUCH AS, national education. remember all those survey forms that we just filled to please our teachers with lies, or not.. yep, i don't have a single thing in my head about national education other than that. so i very much hope that, they don't come out with something like that. i'm grateful, really. LOL.

and i wonder why i go to school nowadays, there's like at least two teachers absent everyday. how can i not feel that i'm wasting my time there? and on top of that, i burnt my right index finger today and it continued to have the "flaming sensation" for like a few hours after la. but it's okae now. my finger says thanks to leslie for carrying my ever heavy chem and bio book for me when it was in pain. ^^