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omg. i'm so happy! nothing can really describe how i felt when i saw 'that' scene. and i'm happy apparently because of the acceptance i had received. thankyou =). i'm glad that my intuition wan't all that right at all =DD. and i'm obviously going crazy over it -_-".

day was great for me. greater than it could've been. started out with a heartwarming msg in the morning. GRINS. =x. lol. drank coffee this morning too. so abit high ar =x. choir was great too. even though my voice cracked and was strained during 'the heavenly aeroplane', which was heavenly HIGH pitched =x. woot! but i'm starting to love 'ah! si mon moine voulait danser' lol. trying to act pro =x. but the harmony is soooooo nice. LOL. chiagek: i'm starting to forget the red red rose. xD. but i still like it!

realized that many problems that i have is not only limited to me only. many people pass life by with such disasters but they pick up faster than i do and do not grumble as much as i do. it really gives me room to think about who i am and who i want to be. many people are less fortunate, it is just that i don't get to see the other side of them and i only assume that they are who i see them to be. but it isn't nessesary so.

one shouldn't judge too quickly nor should he act on impulse. one should also have pride but not let it obstruct them. it's hard to be such a person. but i hope i can act up to it. quick-judgements oftens blinds people and make them believe in things which are untrue. impulsity prevents one from thinking before acting, thus, regretting as a result. pride, the mastermind of defeat =x. the most disastrous FIVE-lettered word. lol. shan't elaborate.

i want to become a better person =). remind me please =P.

this post is becoming draggingly long. but hehe... i have yet to talk about my chinese oral. got tested by Ms K [gulps!]. lol. she isn't so frightening afterall la, but still... LOL. the topic for discussion was mainly about friends and she asked what are GOOD friends [literally], in my impression.

i thought: someone that could tell me that i'm wrong when i am. someone that would hope to make me a better person. someone who would support everything i do as long as it is not wrong. someone who would want to correct my bad habits and enourage my good ones. someone who appreciates and accept me for who i am. someone who genuinly wants to be my friend.

and of course, i did not voice out as much because i couldn't think at that point of time. LOL. but nevermind. at east i tried.

i'm glad you have found out the problem with yourself. and i hope you would do something about it. because i can't be there anymore. you wouldn't let me anyway. i have not regretted because this whole disaster have benifited you and even myself in some ways. i genuinly meant well for you. maybe it was still my fault from the start. but i'll still welcome you if you would treat me like your friend once again. till then =).