finally, i realized that everyone has their own troubles and things to worry about. Everyone has about as much as i do or even more. i decided that. i had no rights to whine. i'm counted fortunate. some people may not seems happy as they are and some people may not actually think what they say.

in some situations, both parties may think that they're both victims. but actually they hadn't realized how much they hurt the other party unless being told. they often see only one side of the story. but i think it's alright for the 'starting period' as they may be overcomed by their feelings.

there're always two sides to everything. sometimes it's hard to determind who is right unless you know both sides of the story from both parties. it's hard even to know if what you've been told is the tuth or the effect of extreme feelings.

sometimes i think it's even better to not know what's right and just believe in whatever or whoever you want to. but then again, it would be unfair to the other party. so isn't life weird? it's always making you decide on the hardest things. so why not just die? [okae. this, i'm kidding. i do NOT wish to die yet. xD.]

sigh. it just comes and goes.

you have not faulted.