CNYo8(:

mom and mee!

my sissy! <3

had an enjoyable time visiting, slacking and playing!
though it was very horrible feeling guilty for not really studying at all.
made 'new' friends! LOL. technically is new because i've never really spoke to them before.
went for jamming, for the first time -- super shocked.

trip there was super long with bus 13 going through all the ulu streets. but they're cool la. i might want to shop there some time. LOL. so finally we reached some place.. and i was told that we had to walk this very verrry long distance. wahh. like, i was on heels la. so regret wearing them. so finally, we reached the place, after a very long flight of stairs and it seemed pretty decent, the deco was good and sorts. but when we went into the room.. it was soooooo small but to make up for it the instruments were not bad la.

so they prepared in less than half an hour and we started.
and so, i have found my new idols: David and Elias.
they were like,
"play this ar? okay,"
"transpose? okay,"
"you play 2nd guitar, i play 1st"
"i play the drums la!" - and elias just sit there with the 'bochap' face but still play like nobody's business.

and they could just play songs that i believe they have never really learnt just by looking at the chords the other person plays then harmonize themselves. elias' brother: Daniel also. wahh. i was so stressed when i sat in. damn scary lurh. so i pleaded them to bring tiffanytam in. because i seriously cannot play. lol. and i think my voice sucked yesterday too. feel so bad la that i'm halting their progress. but fortunately, they're nice people and i was pardoned =x. and it was fun!

i'm soooooo jealous. so, i'm either gonna learn hard from them, or just find a boyfriend who can play all the instruments. LOL. jk. wahh. i wanna learn everything la.

若话说了无效，那还要说吗？
若谈了会带来更多遗憾，为什么还硬想听？
若讲了变成一种负担，
让人更烦恼，更无法控制自己，你还要听吗？
现在说时间错了，又能改变什么？
有些话根本都不应该说，只能藏在内心深处，让它自己渐渐消失，
因为外流了便会造成困扰。
你到底想听到什么？

in such situations, assurance would not bring security and comfort
and instead would just bring upon bleeding and eventually death.