don't be sad

'cause things are never quite as bad as you think they are

even when it feels like you're going to scream

so don't be sad...

just a little part i remembered from the musical my pri school played years ago.

feeling alone man. i think i can never share my everything with anyone. it's weird to. there's a problem with me. i always seem to think that they cannot comprehend how i feel and thus i feel that there's no use telling them?

i know. many many people out there are more misfortunate than me. but i just don't understand why i have to go through with this. true. i'm not in the quarrel. but that doesn't mean that i don't feel hurt or anything. and the worst thing is there's nothing i can do about it. i feel helpless. i think it's been too long since i feel this hurt. doesn't feel new. but feels tiring? and painful? sigh..

i think i'm going to mug out a piece of choreography today. and maybe learn some songs and do few pages in my 'vocab bk'. being busy is good.