i might have gone mad. so many ppl came to me today and asked what's wrong la. maybe because i looked screwed, which i really was. failed history but ya, doesn't matter alot. lol. but do i really look that sick? hahas. just mopping about too much with my notebook la. was reminded about the love poem that we had to write, so carried my notebook around and kept scribbling, looking for inspirations. lol. but no luck uh.

came back from choir, ate and then went running by the canal. hmm, felt a breeze, think i ran 3.2k. hahas. so proud of myself `cause i hadn't gave up halfway. was dark, was quite scared, but music was with me(: guess will run oftenly ba, really gets my mind off stuffs. after that, slowly strolled back, sat at playground, floating, i think if it wasn't for some kid making the pole vibrate, i wouldn't even have went home that early, but ya. lol. today's like so windy lurh so sat there like quite comfortable, sort of drifted off with music. wonder what would happen if i actually were to fall asleep LOL.

as the day drags on
the mind floats away
the form is present
yet the soul is gone
there's only emptiness;
nothing to fill that hollowness,
the devil, loneliness cackling at its victory
savouring, watching closely,
each moment of him being tormented
the air filled with deafening screams.
the pain burning, wounds split,
bleeding, he burst into tears,
crying, yelling hysterically.
slowly blending into the quiet air.
fading away, and away..
that smile on the face,
the smile of bittersweetness,
deep within.

a little sadistic uh? hahas. not very smooth, but enough for me i guess. slowly go synthesize it ba(: LOL.

we're just two lines of music that blends, yet no matter how nice we sound together, how well we blend, we will ever be complete. because this two lines cannot be made part of a song, it cannot be connected, front or back.

if it was meant to be, love will find us(: