today is the twelve. thought about many things before i woke up as usual. all the flashbacks and all. fortunately, they don't seem to bite into me alot anymore. but still, i do have to stop thinking about them.

hmm. long time since i posted something to vent my anger huh? there's this. i hate people who spout some vulgarities whenever they open or close their mouth. of course, i don't care what they say. i mean it's their mouth. but it gets super-ly irritating because,
ONE) it is unpleasant to hear.
TWO) it is rude.
THREE) it spoils moods and atmoshperes.
FOUR) it just makes you seem like some ill-raised brat.

and you, i don't know what happened to you. but perhaps you're just trying to make things right. but it won't go right because it has been too wrong for such a long time. i know you're trying. but i'm trying too. it's not going to work if he doesn't try. and think for others. and what is this? dettaching us?

i juat wanna know. had it meant anything to you at all?