'Remember, there are no mistakes, only lessons. Love yourself, trust your choices, and everything is possible.' -- Cherie Carter-Scott

so what about the things you did to hurt others? are those lessons too? lessons to how to make use/abuse other people? lol. don't worry, i'm fine. it's just the media and the signs i see around all day that got me thinking. especially the sign at the train track, something that says 'be responsible' or something. something about not commiting suicide by jumping down the mrt track when the train comes and end up like some gooey red stuff on the rocks? LOL, you know what i mean.

which exactly links to what my mom told me another day that some guy jumped because he couldn't pay the PUB bills of about a thousand bucks? and caused his family so much grief? [and perhaps they're not at all sad because they got like fifty thousand bucks from the KIND singaporeans?]. i mean i may not know how it feels like, at wits' end, not knowing what to do. but hell, he's got well-working limbs! he can work for money even though it may take a longer time, [worst without some electricity or water works] BUT HE COULD AT LEAST HAVE TRIED! i bet he still had at least half of his lifetime left! i can't help but think that he's SELFISH because, obviously, he thought that 'oh, if i had died, then I wouldn't need to pay the bills and I wouldn't have to be buried with burdens and worries anymore.' it's just my imagination but seriously.. didn't he even think about how his family is going to survive with minus one source of income [notice the BIG Is]? err all of the news i got above is according to my mom [i don't read the papers, not regularly and neither do i watch TV xD.], so if it's inaccurate.. lol. anyway i'm not finished yet! and the 'KIND' people who felt sympathy for the family and 'donated' to them. my first reaction was 'OMG. why are they so stupid!? it's like he himself had wanted to jump and HE should be responsible for it!'. i admit, i was a little quick at making comments. but even after thinking for awhile, i still didn't felt sorry for him. [perhaps i'm just not cut-out to be kind. =x] i can't help but think that this is such a stupid act that i'd never understand, not any time soon. but from this incident, maybe we can compliment that fellow singaporeans are kind? lol. i don't know, seriously.

so if commiting suicide is a lesson, how can the lesson be learnt by oneself? it can only teach other people NOT to. but since, you yourself are not benefitting from it, then why commit suicide? you know, unless you're all-so-noble and would like to 'SACRIFICE' yourself for others. err. i AM being sarcastic. but well, go ahead and let yourself become some pulp or something =x.

the moral of the story is: you only live ONCE! so CHERISH it!

okae. maybe i'm going overboard with this inspirational thingy again. i can't help it lurh. especially since i'm so free and i'm pratically watching TV again after so long because i got nothing else to do. but it's always good to keep the mind working isn't it? ^^.